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I've been here a while
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Name: Jessi
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Location: Eastern Tennessee
Posts: 1,282
Points: 18,014, Level: 19 |
Join Date: January 7th 2009
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
July 21st 2010, 06:30 AM
C,
I'm sorry. I know that I'm crazy and unstable and unpredictable right now. What I need you to know is that I love you, but I'm having a hard time controlling and understanding my feelings right now. Wait for me?
S,
I miss you. I know that you didn't do anything wrong, and I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I accused you of unspeakable things. I deserve to die for what I did to you.
M,
I care for you so much, but sometimes, I don't know how to show it. I need you to stay strong, to get better...not for me, but because it's what you deserve. You can get out of this, I know you can. Just keep fighting.
A,
I know I can be overly affectionate and clingy, and I'll try to be better in the future. I've just never had someone like you in my life, an older male figure that I could trust and depend on for support when I need it. Try to be patient with me. Love you, big brother <3
CS,
I love you. You are beautiful and amazing, and I've always admired you. Come stay with me. It will be a couple of weeks of healing, and tons of fun along the way 
[/url] "For the first time
in a long time,
I can say that I wanna try.
I feel helpless for the most part,
but I'm learning to open my eyes.
And the sad truth of the matter is,
I'll never get over it,
but I'm gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way"
Motion City Soundtrack, "Even If It Kills Me"
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