[taking_c0ntr0l]

i wish i could admit this all to the faces of who i want to..

1. i wish i could still devote as much time as i used to to teenhelp. i want to help everyone as they have helped me in the past.
2. i hate that i got so drunk and said things to my family. you guys haven't stopped making fun of me, and even before that you've never stopped with the comments. i'm sick and tired of it. i have a girlfriend, i love her, and that's that.
3. you say things like you never took part in it. you make rude comments about my sexuality. you touched me when i was younger. i never admitted it to myself, or fully allowed myself to believe it when i told those 3 people.
4. to my beautiful babygirl. i love you. but know that if you touch him again... if you let him kiss you... my heart will break. and that goes for pretty much anyone else.. but especially him.