Don't let it get it down really!
It won't be like this in the next few years Im sure. You are only seventeen almost and alot of kids don't know what they want at this time. In this time don't think what is wrong with you. Nothing is wrong with you. Just work on your confidence and don't let it get you down because people can see your confidence levels and people like confidence. Its sexy.
Side note: weights aren't allowed, so I would take it out of your post before a
mod sees it.