im still failing...and im feeling myself slipping into depression...
im drained, all the time; i cant make myself get up in time for class; i feel sad/angry/irritated/apathetic all the time; im having trouble doing my class work because its hard to think; i hate myself, i hate my body, i hate my
ED. i hate that i have to live with this. i hate that i cant stop myself, that i cant stop myself from binging and purging nearly every day.
i dont feel motivated to do anything at all. i think "today ill do some exersise" but i cant. i cant even read for very long anymore.
why cant i be normal...?