[lanegwyn]

I want your pity. All of you (in life, not on TH). Even more than I want your love.
And I know how low/ pathetic this makes me.

I don't know why it's not working. I'm pretty fucking pitiable. (Not because bad things have happened to me- they haven't, conspicuously so- but due to the patheticism). (That's not a real word). (I wish self-harm didn't leave scars; it's my favorite vice right now).