[a_girlsdreams]

Dear you,
I wish I could tell you everything. I know I can tell you anything, but what about everything? I wish you knew what I am going through, or what Ive been through. I know you understand, but I know you dont know what to say. I know you dont feel comfortable. I know you dont feel.. Dont feel what I feel. We are the bestest best friends in the world, but I dont know. I wish you always had the right words to say. Sometimes I feel like I cant just say how I feel or what I want. I dont want you looking at me differently because I want to cut, or drink, or smoke. Because I get flashbacks, or suicidal. But I cant help to think you will. I dont know, my mind is going in circles right now. I just wish I could get this off my chest. Because we are best friends. I should be able to tell you this. But I cant.