Thread: Triggering (SH): I started smoking to quit cutting, and now I quit smoking and started cutting
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Exclamation I started smoking to quit cutting, and now I quit smoking and started cutting - January 29th 2011, 05:01 AM
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I am really sick right now. I have Bronchitis, tonsillitis, ear infections...if i had waited any longer I would have caught pneumonia. Not really my point....but I'm just sick and I hear that my little sister...from just moving in isn't going to go to my grandparents with me for spring break and I was really looking forward to it....now she's not....it's like my fam is the plague.....i feel so alone and sad...i just don't know how to feel. I am so stressed out i haven't smoked in 2 days....everything is so hard on me....i feel like moving out and hiding in a ditch....i wanna overdose, i have already cut. i dont have anyone to talk to right now that's why I'm talking to y'all.... not that there is anything wrong with y'all. I feel all alone and i need help. i'm sitting here crying not knowing who to turn to. who is really my friend....I am thinking some horrible thoughts all around....