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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 13th 2011, 04:28 AM
I don't feel like anything really happened.
I feel like i did before i was with matt.
It doesn't feel real, and I don't know why (I'm also lying to myself about not knowing why)
I'm lonely and I want to feel loved but I don't feel I deserve to have a real partner now.
I don't think I'm girlfriend material for any real guys they never like me and I like being distant to much to get to know people. I don't feel i have the right to have a boyfriend or the the privilage
I feel like a nobody
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. PM me if you need to talk about ANYTHING. 
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