[askingcolie]

I am 15 years old and a few weeks ago I was raped by a boy I thought I could trust. He did not use a condom.

My period is almost five days late (though I am never late) and I have the early symptoms of pregnancy.
I also have boyfriend. I refuse to ask him to be a teenaged father to a baby that is not his, although I know he will want to. it's completely unrealistic. So is keeping this child. I am completely against abortion. I just hope I will have the strength it takes to give the baby up for adoption. It would be safer for the baby, godforbid his/her biological shithead father comes after us for it. It would be better growing up in a financially stable home.
I have vowed that if the test turns up positive, I will take whatever measures neccesary to protect the baby.
I still have no idea how to tell my mom or my boyfriend or deal with the looks at school. I don't know how I will be able to get a job to support myself while I am pregnant, and if I kept the baby, them also. I am also very scared for my life if I keep the baby, if it's father finds out I am pregnant.
Advice?