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Unhappy wanna cut - April 17th 2011, 08:28 PM

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yesterday i had a little fight with a friend.. he drank a bit alcohol and then he started to make fun of me. it really hurt me and he didn't want to stop making jokes of me in front of other friends..
since that i wanna cut so badly,i just don't know what to do. the last cut was last year when i found out that my (now ex)boyfriend cheated on me..
i have little self-confidence and now this fight took the last bit of it.
all day i am thinking of cutting and it gets worse :/

And the worst part is
before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff.
And in the free fall
I will realise I'm better off
when I hit the bottom.

this is how we dance when they try to take us down.

I am not a robot!

Keep On Moving. Keep The Faith.
Love. <3