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Cutting, nothing helps. - June 28th 2011, 07:18 AM
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Hi everyone,

I am new here & I really just need a place to thow around my thoughts I guess.

I have been struggling with depression and selfharm for about 2years now, when my parents found out they got onto a specialised teen therapist.. he was nice and everything and I guess it made me more understanding of what was going on but it never really changed anything.

Eventually it was deemed that I was 'fine' and I stopped going, long story short I got more depressed and the cutting got worse. I contemplated suicide.

I started seeking help again and saw a doctor, got on effexor and got referrals to another psychologist. Once again I was deemed fine by the psychologist and I still take effexor.

Today I cut in the shower and was bleeding LOTS and it wouldnt stop, evidently I got it everywhere and I couldnt find any bandages so I had to go to my mum.

She freaked(first time and it really upset me) saying that I need to get over this stupid habit and that I have no reason to be doing it ect.


Yeah, there is really no point to this other then me venting I suppose..