[Nova]

For me, it wasn't too awkward. I think the "awkwardness" is only in leading up to it because I didn't know he was going to do it. Just don't think about it too much. You will probably make noises. You won't have to fake them. It usually just escalates from making out or other fooling around until he moves down. Then I usually close my eyes and as remembering_sunday said, sometimes I'll squirm a bit because that's my body's natural reaction to that kind of stimulation.

Honestly, just relax and enjoy the ride because it feels amazing.