Thread: Triggering (SH): It's become an addiction.
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It's become an addiction. - August 31st 2011, 12:45 PM
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I've been cutting for over a year now. I really want to stop. But I can't. It's gotten worse. I used to cut with a knife, until yesterday. We were doing an experiment, and we used razors, so I stole a razor. I took it home, and cut with a razor for the first time. I cut again today. I feel terrible every time I do, but I've become addicted. It's just the feeling of picking up the razor and putting it to my skin. It's seeing the blood. It's the rush I get. I'm addicted to it.