[SimplyComplex]

~I think I love you. And I shouldn't. And it's wrong. And I already feel horrible for it. So, you can't ever know.

~I really would rather you in the hospital mom. After the heart attack, you just don't seem better. Not to the degree where you should come home! I know, you're stubborn, but I can't stop you from smoking here. Having you here, forgetting everything, it's too much for me to watch. You used to remember. I just want to know you're somewhere you can be safe.

~I completely blame myself for the heart attack too.

~Later today, I have an appointment with my psychologist and I hope she agrees that I need pills for my depression, panic and anxiety. I just, want to try it. And no one will listen. They think I can wait a little longer.