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I'm cutting again... -
January 19th 2012, 08:00 PM
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I started cutting mostly because I was angry and didnt know where else to direct my anger. Yesterday I started cutting on my shoulder and upper arm. I stole a small blade that was lying around the automotive shop this morning and cut a few more cuts because I felt like I needed to do more damage. I thought it would make me feel better but I feel bad again because I know I shouldn't have done that :/
I just don't know what to do...
Everthing I see seems to be a lie. And everything you see in me you think is the truth. But, really all you see is what I'm masking the real me with. You never see me cry. Because I'll never let you. And you'll never see me die because I feel like I already have in a way.
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