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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - March 12th 2009, 10:31 PM
i am so FUCKING jealous of you
i am jealous of the stiches. i am jealous hat i have never gone that far.
i am jealous that if you fuck up, you have nothing to lose. i have everything to lose.
i am jealous that your diagnosis is more reconizable. while mine seems to just be underlying because i can keep myself in check. because i never let it out. its all in my head. and thats the problem.
i am jealous that your mother loves you. i am jealous that you doctor and therapist understand, and can outsmart you. that you dont eel like you can play them
i am jealous because even though you hve got it better off, you are still on more meds, you still cut deeper, you have the fucking support.

youre wearing your skin like its too tight.
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