[artlover13]

I'm not exactly sure why - I told my boyfriend about this a while ago and he's been really supportive and has been helping me figure out why I feel like this. He also really wants me to go talk to a professional but I'm a bit nervous because compared to some the problems some people have it doesn't seem that bad... I think it's because when I was younger I was always kind of pudgy and everyone said it was in a cute way but I really hated it, and people (especially my parents) used to tease me about losing weight and stuff.