[LoveHurtsAlot]

Hi, my name is Crystal. Some people know me on here as just being a happy girl that wants to talk to people and make their lives better.... Well... now I'm the one that needs help...

About 2 months ago, I started dating the most wonderful guy in the universe. He just makes me really happy and I don't know where I would be with out him.(Thanks Taylor ) But, because of us dating, there is this guy that will stop at NOTHING to try to break us up so I can be with him. He keeps sending text messages, he gives me these "looks" , he tries to touch me, and does EVERYTHING that he can to make my boyfriend jealous and have him break up with me. Well yesterday, he did the worst thing he could have done....

I was at home, by my self, just on the computer, when I heard the doorbell ring. I went to go answer it. I opened the door, and it was him.... I stood there in shock and a overwhelming sense of fear shot threw my body. He was just standing there, smiling, knowing that I was terrified. He said to me, "So, where's that boyfriend of yours?" I stood there silently and said "He's not here right now..."

Big mistake.


He just kind of chuckled a little bit and asked if he could come in. I know I shouldn't have let him in but, I didn't want to make him angry. I stepped out of the way so he could come in. He kicked off his shoes and just let out a deep breath. I closed the door and by stupid and natural instinct....

I locked it.

Right when he heard the door lock, he took the opportunity to grab me and kiss me. I tried to push him away, and when I did, he got angry... He then picked me up by my waist and somehow carried me up the stairs. I was trying really hard to get out of his grip, but I couldn't. He took me into my room, and slammed me down on my bed.

This part might give you some graphic images, so if you are sensitive to this subject, stop reading right now.

He slammed my door shut and jumped on top of me. He said " Let's see how much your boyfriend really loves you after this happens." He then ripped my pants off and took off his shirt. I kept screaming "No!!" but it wasn't working. Then, he took off his pants and slid my underwear off. I was just laying there, not knowing what to do, and let him do what he wanted. He slipped off his boxers and took my shirt and my bra off. Then... he...

Entered me...

It was the WORST feeling in the world. I couldn't do anything to help my self, I just layed there, my body was going numb, that's why I couldn't move. He did it for about 20 minutes before he stopped. "Liked that didn't you?", he said. "I guess I'll be seeing you soon then, since when you tell your boyfriend, he'll leave you." He chuckled and left.

I just layed there.... contemplating what just happened in my head... after about 10 minutes, I finally sat up. Then, I just cried. Later that night, I told a friend about what happened and asked him what to do when I told my boyfriend. He told me to just tell my boyfriend calmly and hopefully he would understand. Sure enough, just as he said that, my boyfriend walked in to the room. I stood up, but then I fell weak at the knees and fell into his arms in tears. He asked me what happened and I told him everything. He understood automatically and just held me and told me everything was going to be OK.

I just need advice on what to do. If anyone could try and help me, I would REALLY appreciate it. Thank you for reading and give me some advice as soon as you can. Thanks again, Crystal