[xxxjustyouraveragegirlxxx]

i love you, im amazed how long we've held on. i cant quite belive its allmost 5 months! but the look you used to give me, like i was the only thing you saw in a room of crowded people is becoming less and less often. yor smile dosent always reach your eyes when you talk to me, and i cant see the truth behind the i love you's. Am i just clouded with insucurities or should i be expecting a break up soon? im on egde all the time. every minor argument, every major one. all teasing is gone. i dont want to lose you... you mean so much to me, but i feel like your slipping like sand through my fingers, and its almost all gone