I finally have one good day since July 6th (when my sister got engaged), one really good day and people just try to go ruin it. Well, fuck you. I have the right to be selfish!

Don't you realize this summer took a toll on me? I hardly ate for a month. A FUCKING MONTH! Then in the past two weeks, I put on all the nearly XX pounds I lost in thirty days! I was so close to suicide more than once and the words I remember one person saying nearly five years ago kept me going.

Oh, and speaking of that person, excuse me for trying to relate! Don't you realize that's called HELP! I'm trying to be a friend. But if you don't want it, fine. Whatever.