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cutting,purging,dead...and weather -
October 13th 2012, 03:16 AM
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TRIGGERING FOR SELF-HARM, EATING DISORDER, AND SUICIDE, AND BAD LANGUAGE
I want to cut so badly right now. I am so fucking disgusted with myself it's not even funny. I went to Chilis and ate a lot then I had frozen yogurt after words now my stomach is full and all I want to do is purge and cut. I need to be punished for eating so much. Ugh I just wish I was dead already so I wouldn't have to go through all of this shit.
It's getting colder out which means it is long sleeve and sweatshirt time which makes not cutting so much harder for me.
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