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(rape) My way of letting it out - December 4th 2012, 04:14 AM
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I could feel it tearing me from inside out
With all the pain and fear there's still a doubt
Like it's my fault, like what did I do wrong?
Even though it wasn't and I've known all along
I was in denial, i just couldn't admit
That this could happen to me, what is this shit?
I was young and scared so I put it aside
You said you loved me, wanted to make me your bride
But love isn't made from fear and pain
He used me, abused me all in vain
What do I do now that I realized the truth?
A permanent scar staining my youth
I need to move on but no matter where I go
The memories follow of me saying "no"