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i see it as something that WILL happen.. faith, you gotta believe :) i believe in it.

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But why just assume that those are only dreams? As silly as it sounds, dreams can come true. You can have a wonderful happy future. Why give up on that?

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Ok, so maybe you won't have mansion with an MTX track :P But what about learning to play electric guitar? Dying your hair? Buying the kind of clothes you want? Those all seem very attainable to me. Why give up on those? Why make yourself wait until the next life, assuming there even is one? Maybe there is no such thing and here and now is your only chance.

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Oh, come on, you could have enough money. And besides, if you were a tramp, your hair coloring could be free, just get all dirty :P

But seriously, you aren't doomed or pre-destined into any role. You can control your life. I know you have the strength and determination to do all those things and more. I mean, look at how long you're held onto the idea that no one cares and that you are worthless. If you had that kind of determination in a job/career, you could have anything you wanted.

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Faith, how do you know what will happen in the future if you don't live it out...you aren't doomed to be tramp!!! You can be a lot of things!!! You just have to work for what you choose...

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As of right now you do...that is why we are trying to help you!!! So you don't decide to end it!!!

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Siera is right. You do have control. We just love you so much and we know that your life isn't meant to end now, so we are doing everything in our power to help you and to make sure you don't make the wrong decision.

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well if you can try doing this, try thinking of a diffrent place then earth but still be here and make it a place to be when ever your down and want to hurt yourself , and go there you can decorate the way you want it and you can change it the way you want to when ever you fell like it and no one else can no about it but you unless you want them to now about it it helped me t have a place to go when ever my parents argued or when i was feeling down and out or even when my dad was abusing my mother ,sister, and i. it helps just to have a place to go when you need it k

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We aren't trying to chain you. We love you so much and we want you to be happy. Death won't bring that happiness

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True, we don't know that. However, I know for a fact people would be very hurt if you commited suicide. Once you're dead, you can't come back. We all care about you and want to help you. I'm proud of you for posting, that shows you want help. Keep reaching out to us, we're here to listen.

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Well, you are right, I can't know. For you, it may bring happiness, it may bring nothingness or it may bring sadness and despair. I don't know.

I do know what it will bring for me, your family, your friends and everyone that knows you. It will bring all of us so much pain and sadness. You will be multiplying what you feel now by a thousand and spreading it among all of us.

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There is stuff here for you...happiness, joy, love, care....we aren't trying to chain you...we just don't want you to leave!!! We care!!! It will hurt me so much if you go...it will hurt cody too, and everyone else you know!!!

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love does exist...it does...I know that it seems like it doesn't sometimes, but I love you!!! And I am pretty sure cody does too!!!

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What is love then?
It's nothing but pain.

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Love is not pain. Do you think I would love you if all you were is a pain to me? No, you also bring me so much happiness. When you PM me, when you tell me I've made you smile. That is worth every second I spend trying to help you.

I do love you so much. I just wish you could see that

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it DOES exist, faith! believe in it :)

thats the world..there's so many positive things to look forward to... trust me.

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i know everything's gonna get better.

sometimes its like that.. but i have faith that it will :)

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No, you haven't hit rock bottom...what did your teacher do?

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Just stay calm. Everything is going to be ok. I'm so proud of you for getting the strength to hand that letter in.

Don't worry, if you're at rock bottom, that just means the only way for things to go is up. Everything is going to get better and we're all here for you, alright?

Stay strong

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Faith, just stay calm, ok? Take deep breaths, try not to freak out. Everything is going to be alright. It may be really bad now, but I promise it will get better.

Can you talk to me about what's wrong?

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Faith, I want you to do what you want to do to yourself to a pillow...any pillow...I know it sounds crazy, but it helps...okay??? I am here for you and you can talk to me if you'd like...I am not going to force you...

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No! Just hurt the pillow!!! I don't want you to leave!!! Please don't!!!

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Yes you can! Faith, you are so strong. Stronger than I will ever be. If I can stay, I know you can. Just keep fighting. Your life is worth it!

We're all here for you. Me, Siera, Darren. We're here to help, give you all the support we can, but for that to work you need to just do your best to hold on, ok?

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