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VERY interesting stuff going on!
After the last event, honestly my life has been going pretty uphill thankfully. I got a part time job as a math and physics teacher though my job starts next week. However, I'm only gonna work as a tutor until I have to move for college. My mom told me about how I should be careful of drugs and sex before marriage (my family is super into abstinence which I obviously don't follow) but she also told me how I shouldn't joke about my gender because it's a "mental illness" and that I'm "gonna be taken by them". The fuck? By who??? Trans people??? Damn I hope so. I plan on exploring my gender in college, obviously, and also maybe try to get into a relationship for once. I don't care if it's with a guy or a girl I just kinda wanna experience dating and maybe going out to parties or whatever. The type of shit you see in movies. But my mom told me if I ended up dating someone of the same gender she's gonna kill herself in front of me. Honestly, be my guest. I don't even give a fuck anymore. Everyone wants to kill themselves the moment that I want to live and man I don't give a fuck if you alll die do whatever you want man I'm not even gonna be in your life for long. I can't wait to be more financially secure anndd hopefully get better connections or SOMETHING so I could get the fuck out of this bum ass country and live my life to the fullest without a bitch yelling in my ear "don't do that or I'm gonna kms in front of you" oh I'm sure you will fuck you.
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Im glad things are good buddy..
I have been going thru hell since 2020 or so when my best friends tried to force me to get that dangerous shot that isnt really a "vaccine" and is causing people alot of problems!! My life was beautiful until 2021 when they took my friends away and I havent seen them since.... I hate this fucking world and all the mean assholes in it!! |
Re: VERY interesting stuff going on!
This sounds like a lot to go through. Her threat of killing herself was incredibly manipulative and abusive. I'm sorry you have to go through all of this.
Do you think it's possible to limit/cut ties with your mom while you are in college? Perhaps you can find a future roommate while you are at school, or a job to pay for an apartment. Your mom does not seem like a healthy person to be around so it may help your own sanity if you limit connection. I do think you should experiment while you're in college though. It's a good time to figure out who you are. Just make sure you are safe, such as using condoms and getting tested for STDs regularly. |
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