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Miss the way things used to be.

I guess I'm moving on from the fandom rabbit hole and to melancholy.

Lovely.

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my roof is leaking

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Woke up anxious. Just not feeling today and only have a few things I can work on. I know some things I can do to pass the time but I am probably not going to get a ton done today.

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However much I do, it's never enough

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Right now I hate myself and I don't know if I want to stay safe. This is a shitty day

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My new motto for this semester: If you're not working, you're procrastinating.

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I have a headache.

Forgot how bright the sun was.

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This last hour is going by so damn slow. Just got to remind myself I have an hour left. One hour and then tomorrow is an easy day

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Still have a headache.

Wish it would stop being rainy all the time.

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College really makes me want to die... And no one cares.

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Fucking sick of this.

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Dreamed about doing piles of schoolwork. Wish the dream was real 'cause then I'd have a chance of getting it all done.

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Patience is beginning to waver.

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All this caffeine, but it's not helping enough. In fact, it's making me sick more than it's helping, but it still helps some, so I need it anyway.

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I shouldn't have to put up with such a deplorable human being, even if they are family.

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Why couldn't I have just dropped out freshmen year... would've saved a lot of money.

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They didn't get me in the week of priority registration so I'll have to take more time off. Makes me nervous.

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Pushed myself so hard that I'm too sick to make it to classes, even though they all have mandatory attendence.

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Stupid thing is not working.

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My prof is definitely on uppers.. probably cocaine..

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*Pushes self so hard in school that I make myself really sick*
Profs: Good for you for pushing yourself and being on top of things! Keep it up!
Me: ... *Makes self sicker by continuing to push through being really sick from pushing myself too hard*

Please stop..

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Having one of those days where I wish I could curl up into bed and sleep it away. Unfortunately I have to be at work until 5pm

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I've pushed myself so hard that now it's a huge struggle just to get ready in the morning. Never mind the piles of homework with rapidly approaching deadlines or classes with mandatory attendence.

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Have no real desire to go to work today. If I could I would skip but it's Friday so it will be okay.

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Will it ever get better? Or should I just end it earlier than planned? Because even then seems too far away...

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I have such a strong urge to cut myself. I have such a strong urge to destroy myself. Not sure I'll make it through the goddam day!!!!!

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Ah yes.. I'm sooo happy right now. Probably look it because I feel relief at seeing the end..

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I almost didn't come back last night.. But it's fine right?

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The excessive caffeine isn't working anymore, but I need it to work for another 2 weeks..

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Caffeine isn't helping enough to let me push through the chronic fatigue and burnout. You know what would help? Uppers. You know who has a connect? My professor.

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Seriously considering ending it in a few days. I can't even function. But I have to keep up with an impossible semester. And i just can't. There's no time or energy for anythign that's not school because there's not enough for school. I can't live with myself if I fail all these classes. I'd rather die.

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I wonder if I will ever get past all this. What will it take? I already gave them my closure, but they had theirs a really long time ago.

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Anxiety and nerves so bad, I don't know why!

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Today was more stressful than I anticipated. I get to do it all again tomorrow. At least I get off early tomorrow. That's a much needed break and I won't get another one till November.