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I feel torn between everyone...

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People just know how to ruin a good mood.

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My neighbour told a friend of mine I ran away and he yelled it out while I was with my friends and so I hit my neighbour and then dropped my laptop. It still works but one corner of my laptop has come unclasped, didn't break anything though so it's really weird.

Jay.

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I have no clue what we're learning in math class.
&
this stupid zit on my cheek is making that part of my face slightly swollen & looks like shit.
I look like a fat ass chipmunk.

I feel like a piece of shit emotionally.

Whats the deal here?
God.

Oh, I can't be sad or depressed or whatever because it hurts you but you can tell me at 11 at night that when you get older your gonna buy a gun just in case you wanna end your life so you can blow your brains out? That hurts me too, you know. I'm worried, and your just blowing it off.
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urgh. Stupid fucking mood swings :'( I wish I could just disappear..

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Not in a good mood and now really, really worried......

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just not my day.

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Hating myself, hating my life, hate this depression and hate my sh addiction! FUCK IT ALL!

Jay.

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Ahh it doesn't end! My mom is drunk as ever. Marching band, it was great two weeks ago, now I just want it to be over with.

And Kim! Uggghhhh stop it! Just stop it! You aren't helping me out one single bit! Telling me "life gets better" and how awesome your life is, isn't going to make me want to live anymore than i do now! It makes me depressed because I know I'll never be like that! And then you just give up on me? Like you wouldn't even care if I was gone?

My ears are bugging me. My nose is leaking 24/7, my lips are craked, my throat is burning. I can't breathe! I'm coughing like crazy!

I miss Kayla sooooo much!

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I thought he'd always understand, and he says he does, but I know he doesn't. He keeps trying to help me, but he can't truly understand how I feel. I wish he could, because I need someone to help me. But he will never understand this completely. I only know 2 people who could truly understand this, and they're not here. I can never get ahold of them anymore. So I guess I'm alone on this one, the one time when I really do need someone's help.

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I wish for all this to end! At youth tonight I kept looking around, I knew I was loved, but I felt like I was hated. I just wish I could tell them lies but at youth that is the only place I'm honest. It's where I just want to cry but the tears burn but don't leave their sanctuaries.
It hurts so much to see my best friend, to see how easy everyone else's lives are and how great they seem but they can't tell I'm hurting, hell, they didn't even noticed I cut my hair. How would they notice my pain?

Jay.

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I'm ready to break my laptop. Maybe then I could get a halfway decent working one for Christmas or something. :glare:

I can't do all this anymore.

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I feel fat and disgusting, I can't see my therapist for another week, my family have gone to a football match without me, i'm still in love with my ex (who dumped me 10 days before my birthday), it's my birthday soon (I hate them), I've messed up my leave at work so can't go to see the rugby, and i'm fighting off really strong sh urges. :'(

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I'm tired of hearing this. Yeah, thanks, I get it, I'm a fucking failure. I'll never get anywhere in life, and the career path I've chosen is stupid, I know. You've been telling me this for years. I wonder how you'd feel if I just told you that what you chose to do with your life is stupid.

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Too tired to do anything

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Everyone hates me. I don't know if I can stay strong much longer...

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i know im going to throw away 2 years, ive never been more determined to hurt myself. why am i an idiot?

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my guidance counselor told my parents i SH the other night

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I cut again,
my boyfriend and I can't keep a conversation going, meanwhile my sorta-ex-heart-breaker can talk for hours and...he's confusing me so,
my mom slapped me last night, which actually I don't really care cuz I got my point across and got to go to the concert....
which this heart-breaker showed up at just to give me the world's greatest and confusing hugs....yes he rode his bike in the middle of the nite to see me...
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhh. scariest part of this? he talks to me like im his gf....and its spinning my mind like crazy

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I cut for the first time and haven't eaten anything all day, so I'm starving :mad: mum's got somebody over so I can't go out of my room and if I'm in here for more than five more minuets I'm gonna fucking wet myself! (I won't do that but I wish her friend will leave, I don't want to meet her so I've locked myself in my room).

Jay.

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After two months of not having my period I get it and it fucking hurts and is extremely heavy :\'(

Jay.

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I wish somebody cared about me :\'(