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mindflower August 23rd 2013 09:11 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
Allergies. Yuck.
When he leaves the room my stomach hurts... so my stomach hurts like crazy right now :'(
I can't help but feel like I was made to be this way. I'm programmed to be so depressed and my future is just death.
I feel like a trainwreck.... maybe I am one. I'm a mistake. A waste of fucking air.

Broken Constellation August 23rd 2013 09:50 PM

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One of the school administrators made me change out of my shorts into my jeans, because they were an inch too short for dress code (they're supposed to be finger-tip length). Besides the fact that she was extremely RUDE about it, and that I felt like I was about to cry (I'm a really sensitive person), I noticed a group of girls walking by with shirts the same length as mine. They also were wearing spaghetti-strap tops and those shirts that show off your belly (both against dress code as well). She sees them, makes an expression on her face, and doesn't even stop them. Why? Probably because they're skinny....I'm not overweight...but I'm not considered thin either...I'm "thick". I believe kids should wear clothes that flatter their body, and I thought I looked totally fine in those shorts...they covered my butt AND had three inches more of fabric covering my upper thigh. None of my teachers cared, kids have worn worse in school, but the lady who resembles that slug woman from Monsters Inc stopped me in the hall, when there were two more hours left of school, because the shorts on me were inappropriate, but the shorts on the other girls (some the same length as mine, some shorter) were totally fine.
I know, it's the rules and I should follow them. I'm just a wild stallion that cannot be tamed. It was also just an honest mistake; I thought that they were long enough.
But honestly..if you're going to stop me, please stop them as well.
I was already self conscious about my legs and weight. This was the first time I've worn shorts to school in two years.
And the administrator just made everything feel worse.
Sorry for the long rant.

nothereanymore August 24th 2013 12:00 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I have an awful taste in my mouth right now.

Phantom_Girl August 24th 2013 01:43 AM

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~Is underage drinking, smoking, and doing drugs the norm now? Like, seriously? Does everyone do it? I feel like I'm the only one that stays clean.

~You should have handled this situation better. I know you want to be the cool teacher, but still. Kids smoked pot in your room. Smoking in general, as well as on school property, is illegal. If it were me, I would have reported them in a heartbeat. I know they're your favorite students, but still. They've done it multiple times. I think it's time you put a stop to it.

Storyteller. August 24th 2013 11:05 AM

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Where did all my co-mods go? D:

Rivière August 24th 2013 12:54 PM

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As soon as I came back from shopping in town, I was casually showing my mum what I'd bought and then she was all, "Did you get hot chocolate!?" "Did you get this!?" "Did you get that!?" Despite me handing the things to her and physically showing her, she'd forgotten what I'd just given her and she was all over me with questions, "How much did it all cost in total!?" Like geez, I just got home lady! Let me add it all up and then I can tell you!

hocus pocus August 24th 2013 01:44 PM

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Do you have to pull this shit right when I get up? You're not kidding with me, you're making me feel like shit.

Chris August 24th 2013 04:56 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
The floor 'unity' is not very good right now.

Tigereyes August 24th 2013 09:34 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I'm so tired, school starts Monday, and my schedule isn't how I wanted it to be even after two schedule changes.

Chris August 25th 2013 06:14 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I'm not really in the 'Homework mood' today, and unfortunately I have alot of it.

mindflower August 25th 2013 06:47 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I hope this week goes better. Knock on wood.
Because we all know it won't. Ha.

Rivière August 25th 2013 07:48 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
It sounds like my mum's murdering someone downstairs because of all the banging and thumping. There's a moth flying around downstairs. A moth. :|

Azure. August 25th 2013 07:53 PM

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No one will be quiet.

ElsatheDepressionSlayer August 25th 2013 11:07 PM

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I said goodbye to her 2 1/2 months ago, and I got closure. Yet I'm still on her blog and I can't seem to let that go. I don't want her in my life but I can't stop thinking about her. I don't miss our toxic friendship. I don't need to see her continuing to destroy herself. So why do I keep checking up on her?

Coffee. August 26th 2013 02:37 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
Fuck being sick.

Phantom_Girl August 26th 2013 02:44 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
Ehhhhh I don't want to go back to school. :(

Reign. August 26th 2013 02:49 AM

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Just.
Lonely.
________

He'll never know.
I know I can't keep it to myself for forever, but it's for the best.

hocus pocus August 26th 2013 03:30 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I want to cut.

Oxytocin August 26th 2013 08:52 AM

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Now I've got a cold as well... :(
As if being mentally sick wasn't enough...
I swear this shitness never ends...

Chris August 26th 2013 10:51 PM

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I'm so exhausted but still have two more meetings to attend today.

ElsatheDepressionSlayer August 27th 2013 03:49 AM

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It's been a bad couple of days for depression. Ugh, I hate regressing.

~Divergent~ August 27th 2013 04:59 AM

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Stressed over everything and debating multiple things...*sigh*

Coffee. August 27th 2013 05:26 AM

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My sister is an immature child who, if she isn't just given what she wants, thinks it's okay to scream.

Keep in mind, she's 20.

Chris August 27th 2013 11:14 PM

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Next semester is going to be rough!

blurryface August 28th 2013 01:27 AM

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why the fuck am I having a panic attack are you kidding me rn

mindflower August 28th 2013 02:46 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
Why the hell are we even having school in this heat???
My cuts are so... they're never enough and I don't know if I'm getting re-hooked but I almost... miss it.
I have to please everyone and help everyone else in their states of "hardship" and no one cares about me anymore, what I'm going through, when I'm only getting worse.
Everyone else has to be fine first, then I start to matter. JUST KIDDING.
I don't matter.
I'm a waste of air.

nothereanymore August 28th 2013 08:19 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
I don't want any more lightning storms. No more storms. I'm too fucking scared, it cannot storm anymore. It's fucking ARIZONA for God's sake! IT DOESN'T FUCKING RAIN HERE!

MegaMadness August 28th 2013 12:45 PM

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People fucking suck.

mindflower August 28th 2013 01:54 PM

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My mom is having an affair..... :'(

¯|_(ツ)_|¯ August 28th 2013 03:21 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
First day of school is tomorrow and I'm just so nervous.

Coffee. August 28th 2013 03:45 PM

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So much crap to do. :glare:

Rivière August 28th 2013 04:52 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
My left hand seems to have these weird muscle spasm-things and it feels like I've hit my funny bone but not, it's really weird and annoying to have in my hand.

I also have something in my eye, again, and it's making everything all blurry and horrible.

My mum gave me some face moisturiser which I put on earlier today and I had an allergic reaction to it so not only did I look like I'd been sunburnt on a very cloudy day, my face felt like someone was skinning me alive. Yay.

Philomath August 28th 2013 05:45 PM

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It still is not here and I leave tomorrow morning.
I still have a lot of packing to do.
I'm exhausted.

hocus pocus August 28th 2013 06:28 PM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
"Are you really okay? What's been going on?" I'm slipping away. "I'm good, thanks!" I changed the subject right after.

I've been having really bad body image lately. Back to losing weight.

blurryface August 28th 2013 11:09 PM

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I've got no reason left to live anymore. Nobody will miss me when I'm gone. Everyone's lives will be so much easier.

Storyteller. August 29th 2013 12:04 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
First class of a very long day and I don't understand a thing. So tired and I just want to go back to bed but I can't because I have hours left of class and I need to pass my subjects.

Azure. August 29th 2013 12:37 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
We lost and my grades aren't as high as I want them to be.

Broken Constellation August 29th 2013 02:11 AM

Re: Complaint of the day
 
There is no AC in the school.
It is 90 degrees out.
I am drowning in my own sweat.
Can't wear shorts even an inch about finger-tip length--
Would be "Too distracting."
You know what's too distracting?
This heat and the fact the my clothes are stuck to my skin thanks to sweat.
Thank you, top school in the state for not having any dang AC.
Stupid triggers.
I've never loved my mom, and don't think I ever will.
Two tests tomorrow.
It's still a long time, but...he's leaving for college in a year.
And he'll probably never feel the way I feel about him.
Why.
Just..
Why.

Tigereyes August 29th 2013 02:17 AM

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I can't find the cockroach that's hiding in my bathroom D:

Chris August 29th 2013 03:11 AM

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I'm so tired & I still have so much to do!


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