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Fuck you, bitesize. Crying is pathetic.
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i cant handle you. youre too much for me. The more and more i read things from you, the more I pull away.. You make me feel so guilty.
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Give me a chance, will you? You tell me I'm beautiful, that I'm huggable, sweet, and all that, but you won't give me a chance to whoo you? - I love you.... And I have to live with you being my friend.
I'm Trans. Yup. Not your little baby girl. Your little baby gender queer FT-male bracket case! Don't you love me anyways? fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.... Why don't you have pride picnics anymore? Why don't you? I actually fucking need support and pride, and yet you guys don't have them anymore. I thought annual meant every year. Guess not. Thanks for abandoning me. |
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You are unbelievably rude and I hate you. Suck dick and burn in hell, fuckface.
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B: You don't understand how badly you're hurting me. But I won't ever tell you that because you're the one on the verge of suicide and convinced you mean nothing. You don't understand how badly you scare me when you threaten and then stop texting, calling, or messaging me on facebook. You don't understand. You couldn't.
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Against my better judgement, I may or may not have feelings for you that I shouldn't be having at this moment...
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STOP LYING.
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I really wanna fucking stab you and get it over with already.
My feelings meant something to you, but not the way I Intended. Go ahead, say you never wanted me, say you never wanted to have me born. Say it, I dare you too, because then its gonna go straight to my heart. If someone I love leaves me, I promise to kill myself one day. Anne Frank is one epic Bitch. My mother looks like Princess Diana. Don't you all wish we were a celebrite's child, I do. |
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I lied, I wasn't sick yesterday. I told everyone I was sick but needed to stay for theatre so no one would question why I didn't go the the clinic the first time I threw up. I went four days without letting my stomach digest anything, I threw everything up. My body started to reject everything; water, coffee, even saliva. Every time I swallowed I threw up a little. I wanted to let it happen, maybe if I throw up everything without making myself, then I'll finally be skinny because no one could stop me. Had Bethany not figured out what was going on, I would have let it continue. I know I would have.
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Idiot liar. No one is going to believe you. Why would you even say that?
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You are sooo fucking dramatic. Get over yourself.
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You scared me. You sometimes still do scare me but i do miss you though. I know you're trying to change your ways. I have hope in you no matter what. If i could i would help you start your new life
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You make me happy. Like, really happy. You act like you actually want to be around me, like you actually want to talk to me. I never want to stop talking to you, you're such a funny, handsome, amazing boy. I'm self conscious about the way I look and act and you make me forget about all that. Because you know what? You make me feel pretty. You make me feel like I'm worth something. You accepted the fact that I was bisexual, and you didn't shove your Mormon religion in my face, and I didn't shove my music religion in your face, we had a talk about it and it didn't get heated. You taught me how to swing dance, and we danced in front of everyone at Spring Fling. Call me crazy, but I think one day I'll be able to tell you about the trauma I've endured in my life, how I used to cut, and how I've attempted suicide and still feel depressed, because you give me that confidence. We're not together. I wish we were. If we were, though, I'd tell you, because I trust you. You give me more than anyone's ever given me. Please turn 16 already.
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PLEASE don't leave me. Don't fucking leave me. Everybody does :(
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ThankyouThankyouThankyouThankyouThankyou. Not only do you make my life worth living, you also make me feel important. You calm me down so well. It's insane. I love you.
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I'm gonna say it. And you're going to listen.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. :nosweat: |
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I'm sorry. It's for the best.
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I'm sorry but I am leaving this house, this town, this state. I gotta for my own stability.
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Don't talk to me like everythings fine when its obviously not.
Figure out what you want. I don't want to just be left here waiting while you pretend. |
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You're not going to any other college except the one I'm at right now. Ya know why? Because you have shitty grades & we can't afford much else. Deal with it & grow up.
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I'm not going to let it get that far. I promise.
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I want to trust you so badly. But, I'm not sure if I can. You have a past that I can barely wrap my mind around.
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I wanna lean on you. I want to feel stable, I wanna get a drug-free high, I wanna be intoxicated on you.
Please, I don't wanna drink or do drugs anymore. Promise me you won't think I'm ill or unstable when/if you find out. |
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i told you some of the MOST personal things about me, my most embarassing secrets, you...
told everyone im close about something you had no buissness telling them about and laughed, to make it worse they laughed too, and more so it was while i was stood there, you knew i couldnt react because you didnt tell them my name... you were one of the first people i came out to, you were supposed to be my best friend, later i get told that my sexuality made you feel physically sick you talk behind my back and then act like you never did AND if i find out it was never your fault you have the cheek to ask me to come to town for your birthday?!? are you kidding?!? i NEVER want to see you again.... so much for best friends -.- |
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I feel like things aren't okay with us. Like they've changed & I don't know how to get back to where we used to be. :(
I really hope I'm wrong & just being over-sensitive. |
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I'm more than just that quiet girl, the one who always tries to hide it when you make her smile. I swear. I'm trying. But I don't know what to say. And I can't trust automatically, so it's better if I just stay silent...
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There is a reason you don't have a fucking girlfriend, stop telling people you're an "expert" at getting girls & giving people shitty advice.
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If you think you're fat I don't even want to know what you think of me...
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I am terrified that I'm not going to be good enough for you.
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I'm sorry. You have no idea how sorry I am. Just so fucking sorry.
Seriously just want to go die now. |
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I feel like I'm dying.
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Ok, what the fuck is your problem with me?? Every time I get a notification saying you've commented on something my heart sinks because I know it'll make me feel crap. It seems like you keep finding ways to get at me. it seems like you're angry at me for something, but I've no idea what. You're always contradicting everything I say and it's really beginning to bother me. Fuck off and stop being a catty bitch.
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You will never know how much I hate you, and the worst part is that it's not even your fault. What frustrates me is I don't think there's anything I can do about it except watch and wait and hope.
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I love you all for being so understanding for helping me :) It means so much to me. :D I see all of you having problems and I wish I could just make them all go away, but I wouldn't know how. Can people like you be real?
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You're a shitty ass excuse for a mother. I'd rather live on the street than be around you. Fuck off.
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Did you know I am suicidal, is that why you said that?
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Thank you so much. You have no idea how much you mean to me. You've helped me through so much without even realizing it. You're why I am where I am today and you're why I'm going to continue to get better. I love you so fucking much. I really hope you know that.
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I don't want to work with you because I don't want to live. I don't want to tell you that because it just sounds lame. I don't have anything I can kill myself with, so it's not like I'm in any danger. So, what's the point of telling you? It won't achieve anything. We'll talk around the same circles that have been talked around for years. I binge eat. I've never told anybody. I get these cravings. And I feel like I can eat whatever I'm craving until there's no more left, or I'm so full I feel nauseous. And then sometimes I keep eating, because the flavours are so. good. even though I feel sick and I don't need any more food. I think that's part of the reason I'm so fat. It's definitely part of the reason I have no money all the time. I can't even pay my Mum the right amount of rent, I'm so obsessed with what if I can't get the food I want. But I would never, never tell a psychologist, because of how shameful it would be. You can't admit to binge eating, especially when you can't successfully purge. It's so ultimately deprecating, far worse than being anorexic or bulimic . . . because everybody hates the fat girl with no self control. And I'm that girl, weighing a 3 digit kilogram number, which everybody knows is a lot. I'm depressed all the time. I mask it by deliberately displaying symptoms that I know get listed as elevated. I never admit to the hopelessness or the despair, although maybe they assume it's there. I don't admit that I swing between severe insomnia and severe hypersomnia, where I go between struggling to get 2 hours sleep to sleeping 16 hours in a single day. I don't even know if it can be considered a symptom when it's so inconsistent. I suffer from constipation and diarrohea when my moods are worst. I've never been able to admit to it - how do you admit to a clean, fresh smelling psychologist that your bowel movements are one of your symptoms? You just . . . can't. And the constant, never ceasing, urge to cut, to do something drastic, to find some way out. It never ends. IT NEVER ENDS. And if anybody happens to both read this, and care, and feel the urge, please PM me. Please. |
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I'm scared for you. I'm scared you'll get sucked into an ED just like I did. I'm scared for you but you don't understand why I'm scared. :/
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