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its hard to watch you fall in love with a girl who couldnt care less about you
its surprising how fragile and deep you are
why do you tell me everything?

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I don't care about you :grin:

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What the fuck, if you want me then why do you drive me away. What the fuck is wrong with you.

Am i imagining this?

After our fight, i apologized and suddenly you want to talk to me all the time and just talk random crap on the phone with me again. You wanna tell me about your day, I'm interested but i don't get where this comes from.

We didn't talk at all up until the point where we had the big fight. When we start talking again, you text me 1st thing without doubt when you wake up, you call me when you get home at night, you talk to me until you literally can't anymore, you fall asleep on the phone to me; i listen to you breath for a minute. I try to wake you up to say bye, you need your sleep but i fail and just go.

Almost clingy, but i won't label it as that because i like it. I just don't get why you get like this everytime we start fresh, we come back to each other everytime our feelings never truely diminish then you slowly fade away, you tell me you don't want a relationship and you say hurtful things, indicating that being with me would have been a mistake and telling me that you've found this person who makes you happy. Yet you seem to want to be with me, but won't admit it, why?

This person, who made you "happier than ever"; i guess he wasn't all that great if just a week later you hate life again? Oh, and just around the time that you noticed i wasn't making any attempts to contact you? That can't be just coincidence, this isn't the 1st time. You were keeping tabs on me, what is that? You knew i was at Antos. I think that's kind of weird considering we weren't talking and you caused that.

I love you, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to put myself out there, put my neck on the line. I don't want to make myself vulnerable again. I don't want to be hurt by you again. So you're going to have to do all the work if that's what you truely want. I'm not sure if it is though, these are all just assumptions. I don't even know if you're single, or whether you have another new boyfriend. That never seemed to stop you before, but it certainly would put me off if you did.

Why are you so complicated. If I'm what you want, drop everyone else, be mean and stop leading them on, stop being afraid to hurt all these little boys who are infatuated with you. You have no intentions with them, they all think they have a chance and you're going to use them as a rebound when you get hurt. Like you always do, i feel sorry for them really. They're going to get hurt in the long run and they have no reason to think otherwise.

I miss you everyday we don't talk, every minute. But I'm afraid to even begin getting attached again. Everytime you call or text me, i love replying and talking to you. But I'm not going to be the one leading this. I'm not getting hurt again, not that way at least.

You need to make your intentions clear or just invite me out somewhere so i can work out what they are. I can only do it in person. Y'know if i think they are what i want them to be, I'll make a move on them. I'll take things to the next level, once i know I'm safe doing that. But you're going to have to set it up. I'm not ignoring you, i don't want you to think that. Just please keep calling and texting, invite me out somewhere for the day. We haven't had a day out in over 5 months, i want this to work.

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I DONT UNDERSTAND!

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I know you're hurting, but so am I. I was left in the dark, not you. Why can't you just understand what you've done to me?! You broke me.

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Yes, I am.

But I love you too much to tell you that.

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You make fairys dance in my tummy.

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what she said ^ :sad:

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Gosh. I think I miss you. No wait, I KNOW I miss you. Even though we were over a year and a half ago, and I have my boyfriend now, I've missed our times, and always wondered what we would be like if we were still together.
I always wonder what you're up to, what you've done with yourself, what you're doing next year. Do you still play guitar and drums? How about piano? Do you still like warhammer stuff? I've missed my comfort blanket.
I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I now know how it feels, and if you felt the way I did when he dumped me, I'm so so sorry. I never wanted to cause you pain, even though I obviously did.
I so want to talk to you, even though I know you don't want to talk to me. I wanna know how you're doing. Still friend's with all those guys you were with years ago? Have you got a girlfriend? Is it that girl who you half cuddle up to at school? What's her name? Do you ever think about me still? Do you bad mouth me to her? Do you think she's pretty? So many questions, and no answers.
I know you're leaving school in two days, and I'll be leaving for good 2 weeks after that. I want to say something to you. I don't want to never see you again. I don't want to leave things as they are. I want to tell you ... good luck for the future, and I'm so sorry for what I did, and I kind of do regret it. Have a good life, get married, have kids and be a good person. You were the best boyfriend I ever had, and I never appreciated you, and again I'm sorry. If you're like that with other girls, they'll be so lucky. Make another girl happy and love her the way you loved me.

I miss you, baby

I love you

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I said from the start that i would be incredibly stupid to expect anything to happen, and i don't think i did really expect anything. But i wish our 'thing' or whatever it was had lasted a bit longer. I may not have expected anything but i certainly wanted it, but given the situation i should have known that it wasn't going to happen, not right now anyway.

I still want to be friends though, there's nothing there saying we can't be friends, i just miss when we used to speak online or through text nearly every day and how we used to see each other more. You're like the perfect guy for me but alas its not meant to happen, not right now. I would say never say never but the situation is just too complicated for anything anytime soon.

But yeah, given the situation i know not to force myself onto you that would be just selfish. If you want to speak to me you will, and you still do. It's just not in the same light.

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I'm gonna be so glad when I never have to look at your face again. I hope people hurt you as much as you've hurt me.

~

I know you've been bitching about me behind my back. I'm not stupid - I can see you exchanging glances and whispering. I suggest you grow up sometime soon.

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I'm going through a massive "I want a baby" phase and i'm scared that you wont ever be ready for children. You've said that you want kids with me when the time's right, which I agree with, I obviously dont want a baby for like 5+ years, but you cling onto your teenage years so much that I really dont think you're ever going to want the responsability. Just let me look at baby clothes at the minute - i'm not planning on having a kid for a long time. I just want to look, then this phase will go. So don't pull me away in the store!!

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To the ex:
1) She's cheating on you
2) I still love you
3) I wasn't relieved when I miscarried.

To the current:
1) I still love my ex

To the 'bestie'
1) You are total drama queen. Get over yourself!

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Thank God I said something. I feel slightly better.

Only slightly because there was something ELSE I wanted desperately to say - I'M SORRY!

I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for everything I did. I wish I could talk to you about it, but when you said "It's not that I don't wanna talk to you, it's that I don't wanna have to think about what happened." So was it okay to not say sorry for all that, just because you didn't wanna talk about it.

I am sorry. I hope you know that. Oh how I wish you'll talk to me properly, in person, but I know you won't. I so wanna talk, but at the same time I don't want to get in your way.

Love you x

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I hate you. :)

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i hate what you did to me. i will never forgive you. not now not ever. im so much better off now :) i may be holding a grudge against u but i dont care im never letting that go ... boy... you wont ever understand what you fcking did 2 me
i hope your proud :D



FUCK YOU

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I love you.
I just wish you would kiss me.
I just wish you would hold me forever.
((and I hate that you cheated. You made me cry, and I almost hate you for it))

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i hope that i never lose you.
you the only thing that makes sense to me anymore.
if you left i dont know what my life would be.
i love you, promise to stay with me forever?

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I'm in love with you, I already miss you.
Plan the day?

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it was cute when you bit me.=]

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GO THE FUCK AWAY. NOW.

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Please just listen to me.
I'm not okay.

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Okay, I'm not going to sit here and be sad enough to think you didn't ask me out, because I think things fit together well enough to support that despite the fact that we haven't been able to do anything together yet. But why would you ask me out if you're planning to spend a lot of your summer traveling? Especially when I'm leaving for a different college in the fall? I don't want to be the kind of guy to tell their (probable soon-to-be) significant other that they can't do something they have a passion for, but at the same time, it sucks that it could end up working out that something starts between us, and then suddenly a week or two later, I have to say goodbye while you go running off around the country. I'd be willing to work with the distance involved in the fall, because it wouldn't be hard for me to come home and it wouldn't be a long trip if you wanted to come up and visit me, but I'd like to have the summer to spend time with you before we have to throw distance into the equation.

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My life would of been so much easier if I hadnt met you.
I hate this

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blow me :D

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I'm sorry.

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I want you to just leave me alone sometimes. I'm fucking tired. And I'm tired of doing your laundry, making dinner, cleaning dishes, cleaning the bathroom, fetching you every damn thing you forget from the kitchen (when you were just downstairs. But no, you have to make ME go down and get it.)

You may have raised me this way, you may have forced the slave mentality on me when I was younger but I'm fucking done now. LEAVE ME ALONE.

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You'd better not make our trip in October awkward. I just want to have fun. You can go to hell.

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look me in the eyes and tell me your sorry, i might believe you then.

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I swear a little in here, so here's the warning...

DO YOU GET HOW ANNOYING YOU ARE?!?!? Why does EVERYONE think I'm a fducking douchebag?!?!? I mean everyone. I just want to have some fucking FRIENDS! And I'm sorry I can't talk to girls, I'm sorry I don't talk that often, you try living in my shoes, you don't get how easy it is for you to be cool, I'm a fucking douchebag, no one talks to me... Try regretting everything you say because you're afraid it might cause someone to think you're not cool. The only reason I don't talk that often is because when I do, you guys laugh at me...

And Moyer, fuck you. You have a lisp, so much more than I do. I just want to beat the shit outta you, I have no idea why you do this shit to me. You're the biggest D-bag ever, and you refuse to fight me because you know you'll lose...

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I wish I could be with you right now, I love you so much. It's so hard seeing everyone be happy and able to talk to their girlfriends. I wish there was something I could do to make everything better and have us together right now.

I love you so much.

Mood: Crying because I miss you. Alissa <3

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Just leave me alone. You are breaking me.

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