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May your "god" cripple your soul and devour it and your carcass be ripped to shreds by crocodiles, you leave a taste of excrete in my mouth by simply being in my company...

I will not excuse myself for talking so, 'nuff said.

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Dear Kate,

I've been lonely for so long. I thought i had finally found a friend... but you left me. No reason at all. You just turned your head and ignored me and i dont think that i have ever been so hurt. That was in fifth grade. I still remember and cry about it at least once a week. It will never go away. I wish you were my friend.

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I need to forget you and get on with my life but I can't because I still love you. I'm sorry for everything I did. I love you with all my heart. I never wanted it it to be like this.

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I can't believe you said that to me.

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I hate how you talk about her. I hate her. She's manipulative and out to destroy you, and you're blind to it.
What does she have that I don't have?
And I hate how you think I want to hear it. I could honestly care less about how great she is. You're throwing yourself at this completely and utterly evil individual who's just going to end up hurting you, as always.
And I really wish you would have picked me instead.

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So many...I'll do the 4 most important.

1. Thank you for being there for me. Inbetween the midnight IMs and the mid day paniced calls, you are truely the only reason I stopped hurting myself. Thank you for that. I love you more then I could love anybody, and I would die for you, you act the way I wish my sister did. Thank you for always being there, you're the most influencial person in my life, and you're the best cousin a girl could ask for.

2. I know you still drink, and I want you to know I HATE IT! You say my opinion doesn't count, and you'll do what you want to, but I'm your DAUGHTER, my opinion SHOULD count. If one day, I resent you, you will hate yourself for not listening to me.

3. I hope you stay my best friend after hearing this, but I'm bisexual. And I'm 100% sure of this.

4. I miss you. I wish we never dated, we'd still atleast be best friends. You were so great to me, and I loved you. You were the only guy who ever excepted me and loved me. I want to get that feeling back, the one when you first reached for my hand. Those butterflies were amazing. Or the feeling when you called me, or myspaced me. And our IM conversations were like heaven. I miss you, and I still love you.

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oo i have a few things to say here today!

1. jesusss christ get over yourself, i know we arnt the best of friends but you didnt even offer me a lift lmao :l

2. PUSHHHHHHHHH! PUSHHHHHHHH!! today yayyy, 9 months has gone SOOO fast, i remember when you told me you were pregnant and now look, i know things arnt too good with us but your still my best friend and im very proud of you no matter what anyone says.

3. i love you so much <3

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About yesterday. i was crying because they'd been telling us how Jesus loves you, and I wanted so so so much to believe it. But I couldn't. 'Cos I'm the one it's ok to have as a friend, but who's completely and utterly unloveable. I kinda selfharmed too, digging in my thumbnail as hard as I could, over and over. The marks stayed for ages.As if to prove my point, Jodie threw a bottle at my head. Oh, and I wasn't asleep, I was closing my eyes, trying to block out the pain I was feeling inside. But i'm not exactly gonna explain all that ^^^ to my entire class, am I?

oh, and don't freak out about Devon. She's a bitch now, and you're better off without her. Hugs are always a good thing.

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the excited feeling is back. i love you more than anything right now x

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1.) Its really statrting to feel like you dont care about me.. about us... we talked to u for the first time in weeks last night.. because i called u.. u dont give a crap bout me after talkin for a big 10 min u said you had to go. yea rite i bet u didnt. and when we were talking all u talked bout was how much fun uve been having. glad ur having fun! not once lately have u said you cared..

2.) im trying okay?! i really am im sorry im not perfect. im sorry i cant do everything exactly how u want it to be. im sorry i cant do it the "right" way. i could try forever and it would never be right! im tired of trying to be perfect..

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please be ok.

and

BECAUSE I'M FUCKING ####-#######!

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hello, i am trying here. harder than ever. work with me please cos i can't do it on my own.

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I am falling for you....

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There are so many things about you that I don't think you even realize in yourself. I wish I had the resolve and confidence to step forward and tell you that I love you, I think you're beautiful, and I want to move beyond friendship with you. But I can't. I'm too afraid that you might say no, and I'll have my heart broken all over again. I just wish you could understand how much I love for you, how much I care for you, and how much you really mean to me, even when I act like you're annoying the hell out of me, or when you pick on me for no reason at all. I wish I could know what you're thinking and what you're feeling, so I could know what I should do. I want to know what you want, what you need, and how you want things to be, but I can't know that unless you tell me. So please, open up. Because for some reason, I can't.

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I love you.

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I'm starting to get annoyed at you. I haven't seen you since the fucking Leaving Cert. Remember we were supposed to go out that night together to celebrate?¿ But you never bothered getting in touch with me.

It's been over a month, Kerrie. It feels like you don't care about me any more. Maybe you don't. But why are you complaining about not getting invited to parties or about people not texting you about events any more when you won't fucking bother with us?¿ We've stopped inviting you places because we know you won't go. You don't even bother to refuse, you just don't reply to our texts or answer our calls. If we call you at home they'll tell us you're out with Paul and you'll call us when you're home later... but you never do. What's the point in asking you to come somewhere?¿ We might as well not waste the credit.

That's another thing. We're all happy for you and we're glad that you've found a great guy that you can be happy with, but since you got with him it's like the rest of the world don't exist. You spend all your time with him now. there's not much of an excuse really... I'm in a happy relationship, but I don't spend ALL day EVERY day with Oisin. I spend plenty of time with my friends too. What would you do if anything happened with him?¿ Of course we'd be there for you, but it's like you'd just expect us to still be there after you've ignored us all for the past two months.

...And I would never, never, ever ditch my fucking best friend on her eighteenth birthday. Ever. Jesus, I'm so angry with you for that. She's your best friend. Remember on your eighteenth?¿ We all took time out of our schedules to come over and spend the day with you and we put time into getting yuor presents?¿ And then Shessie's birthday comes along IN THE SUMMER, when we actually HAVE plenty of time because the LEAVING CERT IS OVER, and you tell her you're sorry, but you're spending the weekend with Paul. The whole fucking weekend, and you couldn't take an hour out of one day to see your best friend on her birthday?¿ it's not like Paul lives more than twenty minutes away either. What the fuck is wrong with you?¿

You kept going on and on this year about how you never wanted to lose touch with us even when we'd all gone off to different colleges. But you already have. :(

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You manipulative, crazy, suicidal bitch! YOU are the reason I\'m like this. YOU are the reason I cut and smoke, again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again. They are addictions caused and feuled by you. YOU are the reason that I hate myself, you caused my eating disorder, smoking, and cutting, and self loathing, and all the shit wrong in my life. You chased my dad away, and you are ruining my brother just like you ruined me. I come back for more and more and more. You keep at it, grinding me down to the bone. Babysit your brother, Carey. Do what I say Carey, Be a good drone, Carey. Don\'t live your life like you want to, Carey, live it like I want you to. Carey, your friends are horrible people. Get these friends instead. Carey, pick up that mess. Carey, stop crying. Oh, boo-hoo for Carey huh? Your life isn\'t so damn hard. Look what I\'ve done for you. You think MY life is easy, Carey? It\'s not. My life is more brutal than you will EVER understand.

Carey, I SAID STOP CRYING!!!

This is whatI\'ve come to... A shadow of myself. And it\'s your fault. Can\'t you just understand that I need a mother? I don\'t need a modelesque role model to get my anger, depression, and self-hatred. I have that all by myself. I need a mother, to hold me when I\'m crying, not yelling at me to stop. I need a comforting person to hug me when I have gotten hurt, not to hurt me.

I need you mom. I need you to BE my mom.

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Everything thinks it\'s stupid. I wish you could too.

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You\'re the best! Today was fenomenal and I never wanted it to end. Every little bit of you is perfect. You are my everything. If you only knew how much you mean to me.

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I love you & I hope the ways things are doesn\'t change. It\'s the best they have ever been.

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i wont lie, i still think something, somewhere, is happening behind my back.

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A: Are you bi? I\'m starting to wonder...It\'s okay if you are, I am too, but the question is torturing me.

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i cant wait until tomorrow now :D

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I love you. I\'m scared.

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jesus christ put some effort in. :l

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Please don\'t die on me... I need you, so bad.

I cried today, because for the first time, I understood what you may have done, but I still dont get it...

Thank you. <3

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Shane,
it all finally clicks with me.
I just wish you could know how much I don\'t want anything more to do with you.
Good luck to this new girlfriend of yours... because god knows she\'s going to need it, I hope she likes putting up with being constantly neglected.
She\'s everything you described to me as a quick fix and quick sex.
Enjoy- least you didn\'t get it off me, probably would have managed to have caught something.

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I want oyu so much. you say you still love me, then why can\'t we get back together? you know I love you, you mean the world to me.

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I don\'t understand.
I don\'t understand where we went wrong..
..what happened?
What made you leave me again after all the promises and shit you said..
You said that was the last time you\'d ever hurt me.
I don\'t think I\'ll ever be over it completely.
You got mad because i tried moving on, even though you already had someone new.
I just wish I could be over you and stop loving you..
I want to be strong and move on before you decide you want to use to again.

I will always love you.. but please don\'t try to come back into my life and screw me over again.

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I\'m so over being hurt by you. But I don\'t know how to stop it.

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I hope you realize how fragile I\'ve become, and how easily you could break my heart. I\'m glad for it; I wouldn\'t trade my time with you for anything in the world, but I\'m so scared right now that it\'ll vanish in front of my eyes.

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-I know it\'s too late....but I love you even though you already found someone better than me. But I guess it\'s my fault for pushing you away and I\'m sorry for it.

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I wish you\'d stop yelling at me and just love me again... I\'m so scared you\'ll yell at me if I say anything about anything. I don\'t understand why you get so angry at me over my music, where I\'m from, my friends, how I look, my career choice, everything... who I am... it hurts... I want you to love me for Me. I know you love me for the me that I show you. The me that pretends everything is ok and doesn\'t say a word because I know you\'ll insult my opinion anyway. My feelings matter too... there\'s no winning with you... I\'m sorry I\'m the way I am, that I\'m not who you want me to be. I try to be the best I can for you, I really do... You told me you love me just the way I am, so it hurts like hell when you yell at me for being myself. I\'m sick of staying quiet all of the time and agreeing with everything you say, but I\'m too scared not to... I love you, but I can\'t take the fighting... what did i do to deserve to be yelled at so much? why do you want to fight about stupid things? why can\'t you just accept me, respect me, and Love me the way I am... I do you...:(

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omfg you made the giesha doll a prostitute!!!!!!!!! I would post this on your forum, but you won\'t send me my activation code :mad::mad::mad::mad:

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I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you,
Every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew,
And all the shit we\'ve been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you,
The pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you.
It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck,
Now I\'m just fucked up.