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I know you want Lucy really.

I don't blame you :(

She's intelligent, for one. Very intelligent.
Very slim and curvy because she's a dancer, meaning she has a good talent as well.
She's stylish.
She's pretty.
She's really sweet and has that soft quiet voice.
She's mature.
She's very popular because she's just so lovely ... and I just can't hate her because she IS so nice, so I don't blame you if you want her rather than me.

She's all that.

I'm just ... me. I try to fit in with the other girls. I started wearing make up. I try and buy all the right clothes. I try and have my hair right. And I just don't end up being like her. :(

I'm a complete failure.

I'm sorry.

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You've got to be kidding me, you're not still here. Get off the internet and get a real life.

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Why did you have to post that where you knew I could see it??
It's worse than you just saying what happened, because now my mind is running wild...
it was hot? it was hot? WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?!?!!!
Get the fuck out of my brain!! Right when I think I'm getting better, you rip it open again...
and the worst part? I don't even hate you for it. You've been so nice...so considerate...so respectful...
Why can't you do something terrible so I can hate you?
What's so wrong with me that you didn't want me?
Why can't i get over this?
This is never going to end with you, is it?


I want to hate you so badly.

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you look so sexy in this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSqRPCPvGzE PLS MARRY ME ): ily chris brown!

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there's no point in us meeting tomorrow if this is how its gunna be.

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Do you ever think about me??? I think about you all the god damn time but...Im going to stop. You dont deserve to have somebody care so much for you. You deserve to live a lonely life in hell. So fuck off you masochistic ****ing ***hole son of a b*tch manwhore!

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I need to get over you because you're not unhappy about me.
I realise I meant nothing to you.
I really need to cry... I miss things about you.
It's stupid I was miserable with you and you know what I don't feel much better right now. I just wished you could hold me and tell me you love me ONE more time even if it was one big lie.
I so badly need to hear those words from you.
I still love you... I've always said don't cry over someone who won't cry over you but right now I need to so badly.
I just need to get rid of some of this pain.
I can't believe I'm saying this but I need you.
I've never wanted to need you and right now you do. Regardless of all the bad things you say and do you still managed to make me crack a smile.
You're suck a wanker... but at least I knew you were mine. I don't want you back I just want to speak to you so I had some form of normality.
You never made me feel special, never once took me on a date... I wouldn't have cared if you didn't spend any money, just took me somewhere special me and you. I just wished I had some sort of sign you cared... but I have none. I can't believe how stupid I was to ever let you into my life.
Funny how in such a short amount of time you made such an impact, meant so much to me- still do.
I know I have to move on from you... I just want something to hold onto for now... just for a short time.
I almost cried the other week because a fucking bubble bath smelt just like you do. I wanted to smell it forever. I laid in the bath smelling the bubble bath how stupid is that.
You'd laugh if you saw how pathetic I am being right now.
You are the best and worst thing that ever happened to me.
I really wish I could say I regret the time spent with you but I don't, because without you I would have never learnt to properly love.

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thanks for being such a true friend, today was so fun, i can't believe we really cycled 10 miles. :] <3

i'm gonna stop doing anything (like writing you nice letters) as apparantly they aren't romantic. oh sorry for fucking trying, hunny.

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I need to hear you tell me that we'll work this out and things will be fine and that you still feel the same about me and that no matter what you always will because I feel as if I'm putting my effort into trying for nothing but I feel I won't ever hear that.

I'm scared that I've already lost you.

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happy birthday for tuesday, miss you more than ever xx

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Come back? You belong with me :(

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I'm expecting that when you next speak to me, it'll be because you have something to say that I don't want to hear so I'd rather you say it now so I can pick myself up and carry on smiling soon rather then later. Just don't forget I love you.

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i seriously think i love you,no joke.
im constantly thinking about you,my dreams usually involve you,i never want to stop talking to you,my friends say im obsessed and instead of saying something like whatever,i just shrug and say and if i am,what does it mean,none of them have an answer,they just look at me and drop it.
i dont want to ever loose you,i dont care what anyone says,i love you,im in love with you,more than you even know baby.

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I really meant that I need you not them. Too little, too late, I know.

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I love you. You've been there for me a lot this past year, and I can never thank you enough. You're an amazing friend.

I want to be with you...but I don't think you feel the same way.

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You Mean So Much To Me;
But Yet You Bring Me Sooo Much Pain.
Why Can't You See When I Need Your Help Like You Used To?
Why Are You Letting Our Friendship Slip Away?

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I don't want to lose a friend, but just get lost for a bit.

I know I snap whenever you text me, but you're really annoying me lately and if you're going to be mean to her for no reason, I'm going to get mad. Stop apologising and just accept that it's how I feel for now.

I'm annoyed at you because you keep texting back.

So just stop now.

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You met him???? You MET HIM????? You stupid bitch!!!! How could you do that???

Fuck, I just have no respect for you anymore, you're pissing me off too much.

A year ago you were STRAIGHT FUCKING EDGE.
You wouldn't even touch rescue remedy because there was alcohol in it.
You wouldn't take paracetamol because it was 'drugs'.
You wanted a guy to get an STI check before you KISSED him.
And smoking?¿ An absolute never-go-there.

Now...let's see.... you smoke like a chimney. You get high every day. I've been trying to turn a blind eye to your.... well, whoring around, is the politest thing I can possibly call it. And your drinking is really becoming a problem.

But I'm so pissed off with you for kissing him. OK, Jessie mighn't even be too bothered about it (outwardly) but we certainly fucking are. Friend's exes are an absolute no-no, you know that. You know that. They were going out for thirteen months, and they only broke up a few weeks ago. Being drunk is no excuse, because you probably would have done it away.

Jesus, just get a hold on your life, before you've completely lost control. I'm getting really scared for you, but at the rate you're going it won't be long before I've stopped wanting to keep in touch at all.

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To N,

Thinking of staying in this place any longer than I need to makes me feel sick to my stomach. To make a long story short, for many more reasons than I can possibly articulate ; I am leaving this place and everyone here behind. This includes you as well.
Sorry that I'm not going to tell you until I absolutely have to, and I'm sorry that I'm probably going to lie and say that it'll only be temporary.


P.S.

Sorry that I always tell you I'm sleeping when you call - I am usually just avoiding you.

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What your going through is not the same as what she went through. She deserved it, you don't. I still love you days after I did it. I didn't love her days after it. It's not the same and I wish you would stop comparing it. I want to hold you so badly right now. I miss being with you. I don't think I can hold up living like this. I have only proved to myself that you really are everything I said. I will always love you and be here for you. I know I fucked up but I hope I can make this better. I hope I can help you soon...I love you. I love you. I love you. I miss us.

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Haha. I have posted in this about four times, but it's a good way to get things out.

So I would like to say;
Thank You for inviting me to your party, and i'm sorry I didn't go. I will see you tomorrow and I'm so excited! (:

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I'm not skinny or pretty and i'm no where near that perfect girl so do yourself a favour and open your eyes, see me for real and stop lying to yourself. Hopefully you'll still love me when you see the real me.

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I am fucking sick of you. You moan when I don't eat, then when I do eat, you call me fat. I had a bowl of cereal for fuck sake, oh is this the end of the world for you? I can't win, I really can't.

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Fuck's sake. Just text me back for once. WHat kind of a boyfriend are you anyway?? I don't ask you to be on the other end of the phone for hours on end like some other people do. All I ask for is a reply. Am I not worth it? No, I didn't think so. Im not surprised.

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Know the feeling sometimes.

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You always text me and the one time that I actually WANT you to text me, you don't.

I don't care if it ends up in an argument, just text me.

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I just don't like you anymore. Simple as.

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I wish I could go, believe me I do, Im too scared though.

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You don't deserve me, even as a friend. Go die or something. x

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I roll my eyes every single time I read your facebook status.




OH. And whenever we talk on the phone, I usually end up setting it down and doing other things while you tell me every single damn detail of things that I don't really care about, in the end. You never notice because you just talk that much.

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Am I a part time thing to you?
Because if I am then i'd rather that you told me. I wont flip out...not infront of you nyway.
But am I?
I feel like I am.
I hate how your friends act.
I hate the idea of you going out with them and acting like them.
It's the whole reason i've started having my panic attacks again. Did you know that? No you didnt.
Did you know that my problems with food have come back because I want to keep you? Nope, because you don't know I ever had problems with food anyway.
But I did...I do. Not as bad as before but it's there.
Can't you SEE how hard i'm working to keep you happy to be with me?
I'm giving it all to you and losing myself.
But you know what?



You're WORTH it!
I love you.

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Dan: I love you too much. If you leave...you might as well take my heart with you. You're the only one who deserves it. So take it, or destroy it.

Mom: You have to learn I am not going to be your baby girl forever. Learn to let go.

Dad: Stop trying to decide my future. It's mine, not yours. And if you keep trying to determine my future, you won't see me in yours. O_O

Family: Let me be me. Stop judging me for who I am. Love me for what I am and accept what I believe. I am me and you can't control that.

Jessica: We argue a lot. And you have your moments thinking you are not pretty or messed up. But really you are so beautiful, and you are not messed up. So no matter what I love you and you will always be my bestest friend. <3 And maid of horror :P

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I'm scared and i don't know why.
Help me.
I'm not "okay"
My smile is fake. =[

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1. Don't get in my way tonight. I know how to do my job so don't try to correct me.

2. You just made my day, knowing that I made a difference to you makes me feel that I do have a tiny bit of worth afterall.

3. I loved our phonecall today, let's be like that everyday.

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I need to know your true feelings. You're giving me mixed signals, and that makes me want to distance myself from you. I don't want our friendship to change. Sometimes when you talk to me about how people at work think we're having an 'affair', it seems like you want a real committed relationship, and I can't give you that. I wish I could explain why. I don't blame people for making these accusations because of how you act around me.