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I hate who you've become since you got back with him, you were clean and sober, now your drinking, smoking pot again, and I saw the cigs in your purse, the one thing you swore you would never touch. Im so dissapointed in you.


I'm dying to tell you not to get married, but so many other people have already told you not to, and you just yell at them, and bitch about them on myspace. Your my best friend, and I'm afraid to lose you.


We haven't talked in almost a year but when you IMed me, and told me you were lonely and wanted me to come over I felt the faintest trace of those old butterflys, which woke up my own feelings of being alone.


I'm joining the Sea Shepherds so you all will see just how much you all lean on me. If I get the spot, I'll be gone for close to 4 months, and in that time I plan on getting rid of the weeds and only keeping the flowers...I think it will be a really empty garden.

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what goes around, comes around.

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I miss you. Me and you, we used to pretty much live with each other.
Half the week at my house, then we'd switch, and spend the rest of the time at your house. We used to spend every second of every day together. We would spend our entire holidays just laughing and having fun, every now and then letting someone else into our little twosome. And it was great. You have been there for me for some of the worst moments of my life, you've seen me at my best, and my worst. And you always stuck around. And I'm not stupid, I knew it couldnt stay like that forever, people change. But now its been months. And we talk about once a month, if that. And the conversations are never real, we never have anything important to say. I just put on a smile and pretend everything is okay, when its not. Because you're happy now, you love him, but.. It makes me feel like crap, because I notice that the only time you truly have a conversation with me is when you and him are fighting. Other people notice it too.. I'll say to someone 'oh, im just on the phone to tash', and their response will be 'oh, so what happened with her and the boyfriend this time'. I don't want things to be how they used to be, I just want to feel like I'm still on your radar occasionally. I miss you.

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The amount of times you lie is stupid and I know that isn't the only thing you are lying to me about.

Your the last thing on my mind in case you think I'm talking to you at any point.

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Yes, I always feel like that actually.

Fuck off you, you fuck everything up! I can't trust you and this whole thing isn't a big deal anyway. I don't care about you, your opinions ceased to have any relevance a long time ago.

Look it's sweet you're being so nice, but just act normal please?

I've wasted so much on you. I go from being angry at you, trying not care about you to needing you more than is possibly imaginable. You said you cared. If you really did care you wouldn't be putting me through this, either talk to me or tell me to fuck off because I can't take this much longer, it's driving me crazy.

Just, I'm sorry. You all deserve better than me, but I'm trying my best, for you all.

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today was so good and you all took my mind off things, asda cafe was joke!

so gonna whoop your ass at bowling tomorrow.

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I wish you did come out tonight, would have loved to see you and loved your company x

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i'm so excited to see you tonight! i can't wait until you get there, because that's the only time my smile is ever true.

when you're around.

i wish that things would just work out between us! but your sister won't let that happen..... /:

p.s. when i found out you liked me, my heart opened up a new door. (:

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Who knew that days later, just the fact that you called after me so I would stop and give you a hug would make me feel soo good and renew hope that there is a possibility of you liking me. :D

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Person 1: I can't believe after what you put me through you still think we're friends and act like nothing happened :confused: Are you completely stupid or completely messed up?

Person 2: I really like you >.< I've liked you for ages. I don't know why. Is it the fact that you're one of the few people I can relate to? I wish you felt the same way I just know you don't.

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Shut up! It's constant wih you, it never stops. I know you're trying to help, but just shut the hell up. You're only stressing me out more. All this 'make goals' and 'follow through' bullshit is making me want to just curl up and die. I can't take this as it is, you're not making it any easier.

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I know your trying so hard to help me this time. I know those words of support came from your heart tonight. But you will just never know what I'm going through with this. Even your most loving relationship cannot compare to how I feel about her. I know it. I wish you could understand but since you can't, thank you. I really mean it.

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Oh and guess what?! I found the pipe you use to smoke all that shit. And I hid it! Hahahahaha. I know you know someone did already. Your just embarrassed to ask if I did it! I'm enjoying this so much. XD

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I'm done with you. When we became friends, you were past all that shit. Now that you're with him again you've started drinking, smoking pot, popping pills, and smoking cigs. But that's not the part that pisses me off, it's your constant need to tell me about your illegal activitys. You know I'm straight edge and how much I hate that crap. I don't shit all over your god or your beliefs, even though I could, I wish you would give me the same respect for my life style, or else I will have to stop being your friend.

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I'm glad I got to see the cute side to you yesterday.

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- JKLFADIELGHDKLSGSPLSESDGHKLS /screaming of gibberish.

- I hope you are out tomorrow, I need to see you.

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Stay strong for us Jade, we're all so worried about you :'( xxx

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you really are an awesome friend... i love you for that. I just miss talking to you. it's been such a long time...

You mean a lot to me... I honestly feel sick when i feel like you're ignoring me or anything stupid like that... I feel sick, like there's a knot in my stomache...

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pleaaaaasee ignore jade and becky they're just winding me up and are tryna set us upppp! it's dead funny though spesh cos your spamming my phone lmao x

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it's time you face the truth.


tonight is gonna be so good, im on me way! :D

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GET OVER YOURSELF.

Ah, that's better.

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I still need you, please, please. :'(

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last night was awesome.
i'm not sure why you put up with me though.
it's so funny!
(:
gah, i love you. and thank you for sitting with me afterwards.
that was fun.
even though you ziptied my hands together.
hahah, (:
i guess i was wrong.
guys can take control.

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Anything to twist that knife a little more hey?

ty for tonight, can't wait for skegness tomorrow.

you've been on my mind all night and when you text me i just melted, i agree with what you said, don't stop yourself next time.

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This can really go to two people..

I miss you in my life. Thank God I'll see you Monday. :]

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TODAYYYYY YAYYY 2P MACHINES!!

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You\'d be stupid to do it so don\'t.

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Why am i thinking too much into things.

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Today was hard, going to Skegness knowing what happened. You weren\'t far from my thoughts all day and you knew it.

wuv you millions <3

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Why am i jealous of you?

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I can\'t stop thinking about you

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Why? I don\'t get this =/

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I hate the stress you put on my family, and how much we have all changed because of you. Been thinking about you more these last few days, then i have thought about you in month. Only because of what yesterday was, the day that you pretty much saved me 3 years ago. I miss you, and i wish i could talk to you just so i could understand you. Talk like we used to talk, truthful with each other.

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Why can\'t you leave me alone? You ask me every time i talk to you, if i would go out with you. Always asking why i won\'t. And then just being a pervert to me. I told you no last year after you first asked and i stupidly said yes, and i realized my mistake. You haven\'t left me alone since. I even freaking blocked you for 3 months, and you didn\'t notice at all. Can\'t you tell that maybe i don\'t like you. That when you are being creepy to me, that it brings back bad memories. Ughhh

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I miss talking to you, i miss those old days when i had a few good friends i could talk to when i was down, and talk too for laughs. You have all left me. Now it is just me alone, with sometimes a friend or two to talk too. Thank god i have recovered so i can manage through this.