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I hate you...but I love you still. I miss lying in your arms, and kissing you, and I miss how you made me feel. It was like you were literally my drug. I saw you, I talked to you...and everything was okay, nothing else mattered. I loved you like no other. Do you really think I'm over you? I lie. I lie to everyone! Even myself. I'm so not over you, but you can't have me back! You want me back...and I wish I could just curl up into your arms, fall asleep, and wake up and have it all a horrible nightmare. The fact is though...You fucking HURT me. You broke my heart, and I will always love you. But we can never have a future together...I don't trust you and I can't do another long distance relationship. I miss you. I still cry myself to sleep at night. I still wish I were dead because you hurt me so much. But there's someone else who actually cares about me, and LOVES me, and is willing to be mine. You weren't. This is your loss...as much as it feels like it's mine.

:'(

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You dont get it and you never have. I love you so much more than you ever gave me credit for. I know im probably really stupid for falling for you but it happened anyways and Im just going to have to deal. Every day you hurt me with something new and in truth everytime I see you with HER I still feel like I have to punish myself for being so dumb for losing you. I dont think I'll ever get over us you were the first person to not use me and I can never thank you enough for the time we shared I only wished that you hadent moved on after I fell in love cause now you can go and be happy and Im stuck here fighting for my life day by day.

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This worries me.. but I think I like you :/

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I love you so much but this is getting too hard, life is too hard and i just want to end it to go away, i just cant stand hurting you and everyone else anymore and im sorry im weak but i dont want to do this anymore,
please forgive me for anything i do or think of doing cause i love you more than this world and i would die just to make you happy, your my everything and im sorry

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For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm free. And it's all because now...
I. Don't. Care. Anymore.

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I'm not strong.. I'm not strong.. So weak. So very weak. Let me go, please.

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I miss you and I love you. I know you're stuggling, but I promise it'll get better. Pain never lasts forever. I'll come visit you in a few weeks. And your boyfriend won't leave you just because you're stuggling. He loves you. I am kinda jealous of him.. I wish I was still your number one.

You're really annoying, and I can't take the way you act anymore. Grow the fuck up and be mature. Treat people the way you would want to be treated.

I don't see your effort in our friendship right now. And whenever you start talking to her again, I'm nothing. It hurts me a lot.

I'm struggling. A lot. I can't take life.

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I can't believe we've known each other for 8 years. You've been a great friend recently and I'm so glad we started to talk again.

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Don't you have a heart?!

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Really when I tell you its ok and that I moved on Im just lying so that I can look good and make you jelous. Really I havn't moved on sense that first day you told me you loved me.

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today was so great even tho im drunk off taboo and i have "ruby woz ere lovin geesy" all over me, idc, your fucking PERFECT.

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You don't know me at all.

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I hate you, I just hate you. I love how you were able to make me think you cared then just pull everything out from under me. But I'm fucking happy now, so fuck you! I know you're being nice to me now, but only just friendly. Be honest, tell me what you really think you posing liar. I'm going to keep talking to you. Hopefully eventually you'll get fed up and explode, tell me the truth for once. It'd be nice to know how you really feel about me. Not all this polite bullshit.

And by the way, I wish I'd never known you. Burn in hell.

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i woke up this morning with drawings all up my arms and face and whatever omg what did you do to me!? i cant wait to see all the picsssss hahahah!

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I'm ready to come home now

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I wish you knew how much I cared. I try SO hard to show you that, and you push me away more. It makes me so sad. Just know I'm here for you always and I hope you can see what you really deserve someday soon.

I am so confused and I don't know what I want. I hate my mind right now. It tells me one thing one minute and another thing another minute. My feelings are so overwhelming.

Family life right now is so tough, but I'm doing my best.

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please just stop lying to me....

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Show me that you care enough to save this, or we're done. That's all there is to it.

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please never make me drinkvodka on its own ever again i just wanna get into bed :'[


please text me

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Fuck you. You're the reason nobody knew about my depression until it was almost too late. I can't fucking talk to you because YOU DONT LISTEN. You think you know everything and even when I'm honest with you, you just fabricate what you think is real. So fuck you.

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If you say this makes you happy then I'm not the only one lying.

come back.

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For the first time in months, I want to disappear again. And I can blame you but I know it's my fault too. Don't worry, there's enough hatred for me to feel for the both of us.

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dear Tym,
i cant stand you!!! you are always putting me down! you say im fat, you say im stupid, you say im not as good as you! i hate that. im your best friend. i cant deal with you putting me down all the time. i really try to be good to you. do you try with me? i cant handle this! do you know that i havnt killed myself yet because i love you to much?! i dont want you to be sad, i cant imagine life without you! do you know how it feels to the have the person you live for put you down all the time!?

dear Tym,
im sorry. i love you soooooooooooooooo much. im so glad we are still bff after all these years. i am only alive right now because of you. i love you! thank you for everything!!! im sorry i was never a better friend to you. im sorry i didnt support you during your hard times. i really am. but i love you soooo much. i cant live with out you. =)

dear orlando,
cant you see i like you!?!?!? ive liked you for a full year now!! stop teasing me and like me back already!!

dear lauren,
thank you for loving me unconditionally and for making it your goal to help me feel better.

dear dad,
why arnt you around more? dont you still care about me and mom? i miss you. i want you back. you care more about your work and your life than anything else! dont you know that what your doing is tearing me apart!? why cant we go back to when i was a kid and we were all happy?
dont you realize that 3 years ago you PROMISED me that we would go to the zoo together and feed the giraffes!? we never went. i still want to go.

dear mom,
im sorry im not the perfect daughter. you have no idea how hard i try. but i just cant do it. buy why cant you accept me for me! i love you. i always will but i just cant do this anymore and you dont even care! im sorry. i came crying to you for help and you just put me down! i know you care about me and love me but i dont think you like me anymore.

dear me,
i HATE you. i wish i could kill you in the most violent way possible! but i cant so i guess you get off the hook for now!





wow. that felt good. i like this thread.

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i'm so excited that you are going to call mr tomorrow night! i miss you. ):

i wish you would take me back... /:

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Argh why can't I forget about you!

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ily........

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Why don't you give a shit about me? Do you even care that my entire life I have felt abandoned by you? I wish you were dead. Because then there'd be a reason for you not being around. For you not caring. I can't handle being dismissed and treated like I don't exist whenever you find a new freaking family. And then the second you're on your own again, being forced to turn my life upside down and be forced to live with you again, to make you think you aren't alone. BUT I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE. Either be a Dad to me. Or leave me the hell alone, forever. Because this is screwing with me so much, and it hurts that you don't love me. And how am I meant to heal and be okay with this, if when I'm finally starting to accept the fact you don't care, you do something that just shoves it in my face. I can't do this anymore. Why don't you love me?

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Recently I've been missing you so much when I'm not with you. I miss seeing you every day, seeing you before and after and in between classes. I miss talking to you and kissing you and slagging you. I know it makes seeing you all the better when I do, but.. I don't know, I just miss you. I love you so much.

And I'm so sorry >.<

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Some of the things you do to me I can't forgive. Like Saturday. I don't think you realize how much you hurt me, I wasn't thinking when I said "yes". Maybe you needed to work for me, actually dig in and work yourself to the bone to prove you want me. Now I feel like you take advantage of me and my feelings. Prove me wrong.

I wish I was 18, I need out. I need air.

I love how you've turned me into this animal, the animal that so badly wants to take a chunk out of you. I really think when I come to see you, its all gonna hit the fan. If you so much as breathe the wrong way, I will seriously tear into you like a shark. I'm not playing games with you anymore. I dare you to show your ugly face at my graduation. It is an invitation to see me move on in my life. If you aren't there, not only am I gonna be pissed and hurt, WE ARE GOING TO COURT. Think I'm shitting you? I'm 50% of you, I know your games, and I play my hand better than you ever will. An, if I get that huge ass check from you out of court, I'll be laughing all the way to the bank. Try me fucker.

I hope you die. =]

Stop talking shit about me, you're just jealous dear. Its okay to be a loser.

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I'm literally crying as I'm typing this. Saturday was the worst day of my life. I made the biggest mistake i could have ever made. I know you don't forgive me, and i don't plan on being forgiven, because well.. i don't deserve it. I know you know that i got angry and said things that i didn't mean to say. I totally regret it. Every time i think of what happened that night, i feel a HUGE knot in my stomach, and like i need to throw up. You could have left me. Because i know i don't deserve someone so amazing as you. But everyone makes mistakes. And i realize that maybe i made one to many. But just give me a chance to prove myself. FOR THE LAST TIME. I guarantee you this will never ever ever happen again. The last six and a half months have been amazing. There have been some big fights, there have been some small ones, theres been inside jokes, theres been nights we've stayed up and just laughed, theres been times you weren't doing so well. we have been through hell and back.

i don't regret anything with you. All i ever do is think about you. You are the only reason I'm breathing. Your the reason i made it through my last breakup. Your the reason am as strong as i am today. Your the reason for everything. The reason i wake up in the morning and know that theres something to smile about. When i think about you... theres nothing else i can do but smile. to quote JB "your the light that makes my darkness disappear" And as much as we've been through, throwing it all away will break my heart. I don't get how I'm crying so bad typing this.. Every time you say that you want to do it hurts me. I will always do everything in my power to make sure nothing happens. I sleep with your letter & picture beside me, and as corny as that may sound it is the only comfort i have when you have to go to sleep early because of school. When i close my eyes.. you're what i see. Everything reminds me of you. Whether is the things people say or songs i hear on the radio. Your my addiction, my key to survival. I don't know how many times i could possibly explain the way i feel about you. because all these words are NOTHING to the way i really feel about you. theres not enough words to explain anything. The way you make me feel is something i will never be able to explain. not now.. not ever. don't ever say i don't care about you. last night scared me SO much. And when you were finally asleep i loved just laying there listening to you, that way i know your safe. nothing could ever beat that feeling. I'll prove you wrong if this hasn't already. give me time. i love you so much baby, don't give up. don't let me go <3

although i know i shouldn't have written this on teenhelp, i don't know how to tell you this. so taylor i hope you see this. i hope you read every word. i hope you take every word to heart, and know that i love you so much.

i wish i could just have you in my arms, holding you and making sure your safe. i would do anything for that.

don't forget these three words i love you and i will forever

im sorry this was so long, but i didn't have the courage to say it to your face.

<3

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Why won't you talk to me? It hurts a lot. I'm here when you're ready.



You're a liar. And everyone knows it. Get over yourself.

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This shouldn't hurt so much!! I don't know why it hurts so much when you don't talk to me. Gah.

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I have one word for you: FAKE.

It's quite comical to me actually.

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You know what, I'm sick of being sorry.
I made one mistake and you're still punishing me for it. You're not worth me spending time with because if all you're going to do is bring me down now then could you imagine if we were actually together, I think I'd rather stay out of things... and not get in too deep.
That's why tomorrow I'm going somewhere you'll hate, with someone if you met them you'd hate them too.
You aren't enough for me, that's why I've behaved the way I have and I'll continue to do so.
Sleeping with you would be a mistake in itself, so I'm not going to. I'm used to boys like you, like it's a race to get my virginity or something.
Well right now you're 3rd in the queue. I'm sick of guys thinking it's some kind of a game, it's my body. People don't understand I want fun not sex, you don't have to sleep with someone to have fun.
You want to carry on playing games, then I will babes, only difference is I'll play them better than you ever will.

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iwanttodie

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I'm trying to prove myself back to you. I think I'm failing.