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Name: juan pierre
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Location: riverside-muldersdrift-south africa

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Join Date: November 4th 2013

Unhappy it would have been almost 3 weeks without cutting - November 18th 2013, 07:18 AM

Hey guys...it would have been 3 weeks without cutting but last night I reached my limits that I can take and I just can't take it any more,I thought I can beat it but unfortionatly it took over again,I just couldn't take it anymore,all this anger and lonelyness and the people I talked to,well I thought they would understand how I feel.I've cutted again and this time I almost couldn't stop myself,I need help but I'm too afraid of getting any help,I want to talk but too afraid of what they might think so I don't really know what to do anymore,this time I'm gone,I've lost myself again.I just can't take this anymore,I've been thinking of how much easier my life would be if I'm dead,all the pain and lonelyness.....gone