[hestina22]

I have no one to talk to about any of this. I wish I did. I want to start eating again properly, but I can't do it on my own. I think if I had at least a friend to support me maybe I could do it.

I use online counselling sites like Child Line, but I don't think it is as effective as talking to someone in real life would be.
I also come on here, but no one is ever online when I am, or if they are they leave quickly. I feel that no one even pays attention to my threads anymore, and I don't know what to do.
My family don't support me at all, with my mum saying she will kick me out if she finds out I am dieting.

I don't know what to do. I have joined a Pro Ana site and on there people reply and make me feel like they understand and want to talk to me. The site I have joined isn't as bad as I thought it would be, in fact they advise me against purging etc. But really? My only friends are on a Pro Ana site, that's not exactly going to help me eat properly again.

I don't know what I want here, probably just to rant.
Any advice is appreciated.