[Kate*]

I did not sleep and now I have to go to work where I will be self-conscious about the job I'm doing(or rather not doing), even though it's not bad and needing training and direction that I should've had is nothing to be ashamed of.

Apparently tonight caffeine is going to cause anxiety. I know that was good, and the more I think about anything, the worse I make it out to be. I told them it was a lack of training that either I was supposed to get or they thought I had had. I was doing what I was hired for and never taught anything else, it's not entirely my fault. I need to talk to them about getting a list!