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Re: Screaming thread. - January 18th 2019, 09:16 PM
Going through a horrible relapse of extreme mood swings and I feel like I cant control them. Suicidal one minute, happy another, irritable and anxious another, etc. I might look fine on the outside but my mind is a mess. Everyone tells me im fine and not to worry. As if I feel fine and not just masking my insecures. As if it is a big deal right? Yeah right. All bullshit lies. I want someone to notice but no one ever does. Would anyone care if I died then? Or even notice I'm gone?


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