that is so amazingly sad. i know i love my dog with a love unmatched by anyone, and a loss like this is almost as bad as death. could you maybe volunteer at the pound when ur at home, and ask about your dog and see if it's been adopted yet? hopefully a dog as sweet as yours was would have a nice home by now. you can take comfort in knowing that, because you can't do anything about it now. i'm so sorry for your loss, the pain never really goes away, but soon it'll get better and things will look up.
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