[Adel]

I'm not really sure how these things work, so forgive me if I sound mean or something..

I'm lonely, and in highschool and by lonely I mean I feel as if no one understands me. Parents, friends..they seem just not to care, I dont know..I seemingly lost the will to live. Even as I type this, i'm starting to cry because its hard for me to be like this. I grew up being a child to show off for my parents, and Idk; if I don't they get mad and say you're blah blah and this this. My friends, are just idk; they don't care..they dont seem like it. I want to kill myself, something thats just quick and easy. Thinking about it and what'll it do to my "parents/friends"; it seems unlikely that any of them will care. Idk what to think anymore, i've lost my state of my mind, who I am as well..Someone please, help me..I need help and I dont know what else I can do. I need someone anything, anyone at all please. I'm begging. Thank you for listening..