my parents dont know any of this is going on (
sh, counselor at school, or the possible
ED)
so i cant really go see a dr or anything
i have to say i dont like myself very much (which is a major reason for the
sh) so in that part im screwed...like a few weeks ago i was talking to a friend about going on a diet
im slightly underweight for my height...but im building muscle and gaining some weight right now...so idk