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Crazy Penguin Lady
I can't get enough
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Name: Hannah
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Location: UK
Posts: 2,825
Points: 32,127, Level: 25 |
Join Date: January 6th 2009
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I hate this addiction -
January 27th 2009, 09:50 AM
2 Months and 1 Week of no SH.
2 Months and 1 Week of absolute torture.
This is the longest I've ever been without self harm, I don't even feel that proud of it. I mean, yeah there's a part of me thats thinking "well done, you've come so far" but there's a bigger part of me thats saying "get that blade, drag it across your arm/legs/stomach, you'll feel much better. think of that release, think of how peaceful you'll feel"
I hate that voice, I want to do well... But I want to feel the amazingness that I used to feel, my old lover, my old friend. The one who supported me through everything yet made me hurt so much.
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