[Intoxicated Brutality]

--I hate you for what you've done to me.
I wish I could say I'm over reacting, but I don't feel like I am anymore.
You left me by myself, to try and heal my wounds on my own.
You knew how alone I'd be, and you didn't care.
Most of all though, despite everything, I miss you.

--I know that you weren't expecting the relationship to end, but I did what I felt was necessary.
I'm sorry I hurt you as much as I did, but was saying everything you did needed? No.
But you still did, and as much as I miss you, more than a year later, I can't just forget everything you called me, every heartless thing you said.
I did what I needed to, I didn't want it to be permenant, but you made sure it was. I guess you never cared at all.
So please, will you finally just fuck off and leave me alone?
You're only hurting us both more.