[Agony]

My dear friend Tina, what have I done?
I've made another mistake, while you've made none
Without your guidance I am lost
Deserting our friendship comes with a great cost
I left you for doom
When you were in your darkest gloom
I won't forgive for what I've done
I've made another mistake, while you've made none

I thought of you today
When I looked down from my window, where the ground lay
Thought of all the times you wanted to fall
All those times I answered your call
But now here I sit alone
And glance at my non-ringing phone
I've thought about what you and me had done
I've made another mistake, while you've made none

I float in this world, stuck in the inbetween
I ponder over the memories of what I've seen
I remember you at your prime
If only I could re-live that one time
But now all i remember is our last fight
Sitting here in the dark lonely night
Thinking about what I could have done
I've made another mistake, while you've made none

You won't listen to my apology
I do not blame you for not listening to me
You wouldn't care if I died right now
And today I make one last vow
I wont turn my back on a friend
And if I shall then hell I will descend
I won't forget the evil I have done
I've made my final mistake, while you've made none

Tell me what you think, also read my other poem called: Tina's letter. Tina these poems go out to you, I miss you my old friend, and I am sorry.