[aimee187]

So I met this guy at a night club and we got talking. decided when we were drunk we should meet up. The next day he called me asking me to go to his and I decided it was best not to go because I knew he would just want sex and I wasn't up for that. After I blew him off I thought I would never hear from him again but he would call me like 2 times a day and he seemed really genuine so I decided to go to his the next again day. I figured we would just chill with some TV (naive from me I guess) but once I walked in and realized there wasn't a TV I became uncomfortable. He immediately went to kiss me which I don't mind but things started heating up. I could feel him rubbing up against me so I told him "I don't think I want to do this". He would just look at me and smile and reply "it's okay babe, we can wait, we are going to be together anyway, yeah?" He didn't stop. He would just say stuff like "your so beautiful babe" and smile at me when I said I didn't want to do it. Though and I told him another 2 times but he continued to undress me. I was too scared to actually get up or confront him since [Edited] he was built like a wrestler so I just kind of lay there :S and it was becoming harder to speak since he was lying on top of me and forcing his tongue down my throat.is this rape or not? I didn't actually use any physical force which I know I should have. I feel so ashamed for just lying there and not trying harder to do something
He then proceeded to tell me how I would move to England with him