[brokensmilexx]

I don't think you're a bad girlfriend at all, in fact I was in the same position as you are now hun,
My boyfriend and I are going on 7 months now and at 6 months we hit a rough patch where I was sort of attracted to another guy, like SerenitySmile said, its skin deep. Or in my situation it was. Things started getting a bit strained between us and we've only ever fought once this whole time together. He could tell something had changed, I didn't tell him I thought some other guy was attractive, because I also realized it wasn't just that. The more important thing was I felt like we were in a slump doing the same things over and over everyday, I don't like being like that so I told him. He was upset, only because he thought I was going to break up with him, which I wasn't at all! I just wanted to talk about it, let him know how I was feeling and see if we could change the problem. Which luckily we have (:
My advice; think deeply about if its just a crush, or if there's something in your relationship with your boyfriend that's bothering you, if you find something try and bring it up to him. Hope it all works out
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