Am I developing a eating disorder ?
 

Well , for the past days my appetite has changed strongly .This morning i began to look myself in the mirror and i felt like my body was messed up.
I went and asked several people about my body. They told me I was fine but I kept seeing myself in the mirror and feeling I was all messed up.
So when i went downstairs for breakfast i didnt want to eat. I had to force myself to eat ( even though i only ate two spoons ). I felt so down and uncomfortable to eat anythign at all.
I was hugnry but wouldnt allow myself to eat. And before leaving to school and taking my depression medication I went into the bathroom and purged. :(
So also a few days before that i was in the school cafeteria an I felt triggerred. I was once again hungry but i couldnt eat. I went and got my lunch and forced myself to eat it, but then i felt reall guilty. As next block is lunch as i am currently in school im pretty afraid of feeling triggerred again and self-harming or such .
Does it seem i have or am developing a eating disorder?

Thanks

Re: Am I developing a eating disorder ?
 

It seems that way...If you'd like to try and stop it, talk to someone about it...Hopefully someone with experience. I'm not that person, so yeah... You're amazing the way you are, even if you don't believe it. :)
- Collies R Us

Re: Am I developing a eating disorder ?
 

Please talk to someone and tell them how you are feeling :) x