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Chai. May 16th 2017 01:32 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I still have 9 more days of studying left before finals are over and I get a vacation. I am already at the end of my ability to handle stress and the workload. Now to hold on for 9 more days!

MyVisionIsDying May 16th 2017 01:57 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel sick. My head hurts. I'm really scared, really anxious. I think I'm gonna zone out or throw up or something.

nothereanymore May 16th 2017 07:09 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Say it with me: I am not pregnant. I have had three periods since the last time I had sex. No babies. No.
if I am/ever was pregnant I fucked UP. I've gotten wasted three times and smoked weed and I've taken mental health meds all this time

But tbh if it had to happen I wouldn't mind having his baby

Chai. May 16th 2017 12:49 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am panicky and thinking of worst case scenarios! Why!

Calaer May 16th 2017 01:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate that I can't get you out of my head. I just want you out of my life.

Everglow. May 16th 2017 01:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Pooch is going to his new home today/tomorrow :(

Arabesque- golfing girl. May 16th 2017 01:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Just breathe and it will be ok. The surgery will be over soon and she will be ok.

nothereanymore May 16th 2017 02:08 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
How cruel would it be to be pregnant, my health being what it is. I can\'t even take care of myself. Loooord help me I don\'t want to wait until Friday to ask for my stepmom to buy a test but I\'m broke and Friday will be five days post missed period sooo I\'m just gonna sit here with my fucking head spinning waiting for The Shining to start :rolleyes:

DeletedAccount24 May 16th 2017 06:49 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m so energetic now but I am dreading the crash that is bound to come in the next few hours. It\'ll suck majorly. :glare:

Celyn May 16th 2017 08:21 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Pretending to not let anything get to me...wonder how long this will last...

Try to stay as detached as possible. I don\'t like this program.

.Brittany. May 16th 2017 08:45 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why am I doing this to myself..

Arabesque- golfing girl. May 17th 2017 12:17 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t believe we are fighting, her surgery went well. Why are you being mean to me!!

nothereanymore May 17th 2017 04:35 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m scared. I can\'t be pregnant. Please. :( Cravings, food aversion, breast tenderness and swelling, change in body odor... I don\'t notice a change in my body other than my breasts. If I am I\'m at least twelve weeks along. That. Just. Terrifies. Me.

nothereanymore May 17th 2017 09:28 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I keep feeling little pangs. Feels like my ovaries. So here\'s hoping it\'s just cysts fucking up my cycle and not the presence of a human because apparently cysts can do that.
I\'m gonna feel so stupid for this if I\'m not pregnant. I\'m just scared. I did a lot of things pregnant people shouldn\'t do.

daisy_jam May 17th 2017 12:26 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
LOADS AND LOADS OF PAIN!
A broken hand/wrist is not bloody fun

Calaer May 17th 2017 02:35 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how you treat us, and then expect us to be there for you, or want to be around you. You seriously don\'t talk to us at all, like ever, then you want to just show up and pretend like everything is okay, when it\'s not.

Everglow. May 17th 2017 05:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t have a life because I have to stay in with the dog. Even though I\'m not the only person who lives here. I\'m the only one walking him though, and I\'m the one worrying that he\'s got into the bin and eaten something.

DeletedAccount24 May 17th 2017 09:15 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate that I get out of breath and in pain after walking for twenty minutes.

Everglow. May 17th 2017 10:48 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My day every day:
-Wake up
-Sit alone
-Walk dog
-Sit alone
-Walk dog
-Sit alone
-People come home
-Eat alone
-Ask someone else to walk dog
-Sleep

So bored of being on my own now.

nothereanymore May 17th 2017 11:50 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m an idiot

nothereanymore May 18th 2017 01:06 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It\'s not a self fulfilling prophecy it is what it is I\'m fucking worthless

Kate* May 18th 2017 07:07 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I REALLY don\'t want to do this tomorrow. But, right now I\'m too tired to care

Everything about this feels wrong, but I can\'t tell if that\'s because it is wrong, or if it\'s just not what I want.

Everglow. May 18th 2017 12:34 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
When your lecturer tells you that you didn\'t understand the case studies, your references, the explanations or..you know..anything. Cheers lad. Cheers.

Calaer May 18th 2017 02:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate that I\'m going to have to make this choice. I want to be there to support you, and it\'s going to be hard to have to deal with this, but I think we can do it, and I just hope that everything works out the way it\'s supposed to.

FallonRose May 18th 2017 03:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Of course I would get sick the day after I graduate. Doesn\'t help that I\'m missing 2 days of work too, I really need the money. :(

nothereanymore May 18th 2017 04:51 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Like a Stone was one of the first songs I ever loved. I\'m heartbroken that Chris Cornell has passed away. He\'s suspected to have killed himself, and that hurts. To be fifty-two and sober... just to end your life... makes me wonder if it\'s worth the effort. I don\'t want to fight for the next thirty-two years just to give in and die in pain. I\'d rather die now.

nothereanymore May 18th 2017 11:49 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Sorry staying alive is such a fucking hassle for you. But it would be hard for you to deal with me killing myself, right?

Kate* May 19th 2017 12:02 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Yeah, just what I needed to see, someone around my age who killed himself over our shared diagnosis, from an ADVOCACY organization. Fucking awesome

How wide exactly is my "area" because if I have to go to the address I\'m seeing, it\'s 2 hours away. That\'s not even almost going to happen.

OMG NO In theory I should give you more than one session, but I don\'t think so. I feel so much worse after that that I don\'t even want to bother trying with someone else. And I know better!

DeletedAccount106 May 19th 2017 12:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just feel like I want to cry. Everything is going wrong.

Everglow. May 19th 2017 02:26 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Such a hard thing to leave that dog at the rescue today. I know it\'s the right thing to do but I\'m going to miss that stupid pooch so much. </3

Starseeker May 19th 2017 02:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Everybody\'s looking away and I know why.

Everglow. May 19th 2017 10:22 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Feeling pretty damn lonely tonight.

DeletedAccount71 May 19th 2017 11:42 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m sick AGAIN? Good gosh. PHP is going to drop me from the program if I keep missing days. I bet they won\'t even believe I\'m sick, but I have got a 101F fever. Blah.

Edit: I\'m scared. The fever is getting much higher. I don\'t want to have to go to the hospital tonight and drag S along with me.

Calaer May 21st 2017 03:07 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'ve been so sick to my stomach lately, and it\'s starting to get annoying.

Kate* May 21st 2017 06:33 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You were right:

Sometimes it\'s not me because ITS YOU

And you did get me to do things in less than 5 sessions. You convinced me in less than one, to never go back to you. Good job And while I\'m at it, your theory is bullshit. Watch me go back to you anyway, because that\'s what I do. I\'m over being told to "take responsibility" that isn\'t mine and being blamed for "failing" when it wasn\'t even almost my fault

No, you can\'t "Do anything you set your mind to" technically, no one can. You\'ve had a different experience, but you will hit road blocks, you will and the fact that you can work full time doesn\'t make you better than those of us who can\'t.

Kintsukuroi. May 21st 2017 06:42 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m getting sick.

Thinking May 21st 2017 07:40 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Emotions are stupid, unproductive, inefficient and unoptimized. Its is damaging me.

Get rid of stupid emotions!!

nothereanymore May 21st 2017 08:30 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It\'s never gonna stop

Starseeker May 21st 2017 08:57 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don\'t believe everybody\'s turning away from me because there\'s something wrong with all of them. There must be something wrong with me.

Celyn May 21st 2017 11:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don\'t want to go. I have stuff to do. I\'m tired. I need a shower, I really can\'t be bothered to go. Why do things have to spring up like this?


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