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Kate* July 9th 2017 06:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why can nothing be easy?!
1. I answered you
2. I didn't want to do this shit in the first place
3. I hate using the fucking phone
4. You call at the crack of dawn
5. I'm seeing you in 2 days, it can't be urgent enough to call on a weekend
6. It's not that complicated
7. I want you to leave me alone

Maybe the sooner I accept that I'll be miserable instead of having the life I want the easier it will be. A part of me will always want it.

As much as part of me knew it would end this way, not only will I always want what I can't have, but the fact that I knew it would probably end badly doesn't mean I want this instead. I want so much more than this. I've lost all of my dreams and my soul. I don't think I'll ever get it back.

Calaer July 9th 2017 07:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how much house work I have to catch up on. Bleh.

Celyn July 9th 2017 08:06 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I have a headache and still can't make a decision.

I'm holding myself back. Why? What am I so afraid of?

DeletedAccount24 July 9th 2017 11:12 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My head is hurting so badly, but I don't want to shut the music off because the silence is overwhelming.

nothereanymore July 11th 2017 04:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
LITERALLY I HATE TEEN WOLF. GETTING ME ALL UP IN MY GAH DANG FEELS. AAAAAAAHHHH.

MWF July 11th 2017 05:01 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why the fuck can't I have a SINGLE fucking roommate ever without some huge fucking embarrassment

Celyn July 11th 2017 09:22 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Stupid for not having a shower yesterday and now the water has gone off :glare:

Everglow. July 11th 2017 04:09 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Got to try and find time to take unpaid time off work to move. I can't afford to take unpaid time off. Thanks mum.

Kate* July 11th 2017 05:00 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I knew that was the right decision, when will I learn?

I'm NEVER going to like this because its what I need, not what I want.

There's a difference between right and okay. You were right, but what you put me through wasn't even almost okay.

What happened to "I'm going to buy a dryer."?! They can't install it tomorrow or Friday if you haven't even LOOKED yet! We're going to be out of clothes soon.

DeletedAccount24 July 11th 2017 07:25 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I think of a reply that doesn't sound patronizing and judgemental, and bam the thread is locked?! Missed opportunity, way to go Jenna. Way to go.

DeletedAccount71 July 12th 2017 03:44 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You're right. I'm fucking terrified.

DeletedAccount69 July 12th 2017 09:29 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel like a terribly person.

DeletedAccount71 July 12th 2017 12:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just want the pain to stop.

Kate* July 12th 2017 05:34 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Maybe I should just be grateful that I'm not as bad as their other clients. Except for that whole life in shambles thing.

Calaer July 12th 2017 06:14 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate the way you act around me. You make it seem like I don't understand my mental health situation, or that even if I did, I wouldn't care enough to fix it. I've been fighting this battle for 15 years! I understand it perfectly well, and I've been trying my best to get the help that I need. I know what works for me, and for my family, and you don't. So keep your nose out of my business!

DeletedAccount69 July 13th 2017 08:35 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Holy shit! I was agreeing with the statement and then you choose to get argumentative. I chose to overlook the terribly problematic aspects of your review and point out the one thing you got right and you argue with me.

DeletedAccount24 July 13th 2017 01:01 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don't want to work today, I don't want to do something I no longer have a passion for.

Actually, did I ever have it to begin with? I didn't go looking for this job three years ago.

Calaer July 13th 2017 02:48 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Don't think I don't see what's going on. You've clearly done something, and the truth always comes out in the end. You just wait.

DeletedAccount24 July 13th 2017 05:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why am I still hungry after eating a decent lunch?!

DeletedAccount69 July 13th 2017 07:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am freaking out. I would like to die.

Calaer July 14th 2017 08:22 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Ava is driving me insane! I have no idea how to handle her acting out.

Kate* July 14th 2017 09:17 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
The dryer is now completely dead so everything is clean, but it's soaking wet and God knows when it will be dry.

nothereanymore July 14th 2017 11:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Think I should kill myself while I'm in Arizona.

Chuuya July 15th 2017 04:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You're only hurting yourself and everyone around you. I can't do this anymore. I never really could. Why did you think I got a job away from you?

Kate* July 16th 2017 03:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I finally got another good one, it better not take forever to get back into you again. I really wish we had scheduled before I left. Yes, I consider a month "forever." I thought you were going to talk to them about this.

This is what always happens, People want interviews and I talk myself out of them because I know I won't get them plus they are nowhere near the jobs I want. I'm only stuck doing this shit because I got completely fucking screwed and I can never do what I really want.

roseegirl July 16th 2017 09:50 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
i just want to drown myself in the bathtub

Celyn July 16th 2017 01:45 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Feeling low and rough. I want to talk to you but I don't know if I should.

Calaer July 16th 2017 04:12 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Things are rough enough without you pressing on things and making it worse, thanks.

DeletedAccount69 July 16th 2017 10:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I anxious and it's causing me to want to self harm. Need to make it to August.

Calaer July 17th 2017 02:44 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how you're treating me. Have I done anything wrong to you, or are you just ignoring me for no reason?

Celyn July 17th 2017 03:09 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel terrible. Exhausted, cramps, headache. Now this. I don't even know if I want a diagnosis, but I feel like I have something.

Kate* July 17th 2017 10:59 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I guess this is what I get for not going to the dentist for over 6 years. Hopefully, I'm just paranoid and I don't need a root canal.

But then why do I have a fever?!

I swear I'm done. If I'm not going to have a future worth having then there's no point in having one at all. After what I've been through I don't have anything left.

Everglow. July 17th 2017 11:06 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Struggling tonight. Not quite sure how I feel
but I feel like hurting myself anyway

DeletedAccount106 July 18th 2017 03:02 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So tired, I hope I get a lot of sleep tonight. I need it.

nothereanymore July 18th 2017 05:58 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I want to die

DeletedAccount69 July 18th 2017 06:12 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am feeling super depressed and suicidal tonight. I have a plan. I could go through with it. I won't. I'll just sleep it off and tomorrow I will wake up feeling better.

Edit: Instead of being passive aggressive have the guts to say something to me. If you don't have the guts to say something or you are worried that what you are saying is going to be too rude then it's likely you are overreacting and need to refrain from making any comments.

Everglow. July 18th 2017 05:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Hate hate hate myself.

Lionheart July 18th 2017 06:20 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Im so sick of it. Its to much so why cant people fucking leave me alone. Stop expecting everything from me. Wheb I say I cant I dont do it to spite you. I just cant. Stop making everything about yourself! Just because I have a bad mood doesnt mean I hate you. Im suffering right now and all you care about is the things you want from me and that I apologize for being rude.
I have a life of my own that doenst revolve around you. And right now its crashing over my head and drowning me so just once for a change stop thinging about yourself and if you dont want to help at least leave me fucking alone and stop forcing yourself in the last spaces i have left to breath

Everglow. July 18th 2017 10:00 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Struggling tonight.

Calaer July 19th 2017 01:26 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how stressed out I get about doing specific things. I also hate how I'm so anxious and worried about other people that I've put what I need aside in order to try and please other people.


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