TeenHelp - Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

My poor lady is super sick today, and of course my dad (who came over this morning and saw how sick she was) is pissed off that we didn't go over to his house tonight to eat dinner with him, on top of the fact that we will be over there Monday anyway. :glare:

FallonRose

August 20th 2017 01:43 AM

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I've never been more uncomfortable in my life

DeletedAccount106

August 20th 2017 02:28 AM

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I don't feel well. I hope I feel better today!!!

Arabesque- golfing girl.

August 20th 2017 02:20 PM

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I'm going to be so scared tomorrow, but I will do my best to have fun. I can do this.

FallonRose

August 20th 2017 02:49 PM

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maybe a lot of my social awkwardness is due to how fat I am, I feel like I would feel a lot better socializing if I was a lot less fat. God I hate myself.

Calaer

August 20th 2017 05:25 PM

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I hate work trips, and I wished Jordan never had to go on them ever again.

DeletedAccount69

August 20th 2017 05:51 PM

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I fucking hate being this depressed. Have the work assessment next week and then Monday and I just feel like I don't want to go. I am going to have to ask my dad for money as well.

Kate*

August 20th 2017 06:21 PM

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I don't care if you don't refold everything perfectly, but for the love of God, don't THROW them where ever the fuck you want! You are an adult for God sake!

So far I only hate my job when I'm not doing it, and during the last hour of my shift...weird.

DeletedAccount106

August 20th 2017 10:10 PM

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I hate everything right now. I can't stand the yelling. Please stop!!!

Adele101

August 21st 2017 02:39 PM

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I wish you knew that you acheived it. I feel like a failure and I want to die.

Kate*

August 21st 2017 07:19 PM

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Do you work here?
"No, I just wear this company issued outfit that makes me sweat like crazy and matches all the other employees for fun!" I swear, I get asked if I work at my job at least once a shift.

I've said it once and I'll say it a million fucking times. There is a HUGE difference between making excuses and having legitimate obstacles. Society needs to learn the G-d damn difference and stop placing undeserved blame on people.

Now that the meds have me feeling so much better, I wonder if things would've been different if I had been on medication while I was there. I wonder if I could've done it, or if it could never happen regardless

It's times like these I wish I had access to my schedule or the comfort and ability to adjust it..

Adele101

August 21st 2017 11:51 PM

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I'm sorry I demolished your dreams.

FallonRose

August 22nd 2017 01:26 AM

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Why is it so hard to get a simple thing right

Arabesque- golfing girl.

August 22nd 2017 01:46 AM

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Oh my goodness, I did it!! I was so scared and my body hurts from all of the rides. But I did it.

DeletedAccount69

August 22nd 2017 07:48 AM

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I feel suicidal.

Arabesque- golfing girl.

August 22nd 2017 12:39 PM

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Everything hurts from yesterday!!!!

DeletedAccount24

August 22nd 2017 06:12 PM

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Work was kind of dull today and is making me re-think asking for more hours. :?

Calaer

August 22nd 2017 06:28 PM

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I hate the way you are treating your own child! How dare you say the things you say to her. I hope you get exactly what you deserve one day. :glare:

DeletedAccount69

August 22nd 2017 08:06 PM

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I feel weird. I'm dizzy. Having trouble staying present as well.

Calaer

August 23rd 2017 12:30 PM

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I really wished you'd wake up and realize that where you're at now, is toxic, and that things are never going to change. That she is always going to be the same piece of shit she has always been, and you're going to be stuck in an endless cycle of abuse until you stand up and make a change. I've given you everything I can to help you, but if you aren't willing to take them, and help yourself, my hands are tied, and that makes me so sad for you.

Arabesque- golfing girl.

August 23rd 2017 07:45 PM

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My body still hurts. Awwwww!!!!! Please stop! Today was my first day of school and it was a half day, that was fine. But my body hurts. Come on little body!!

Starseeker

August 23rd 2017 10:03 PM

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I hate the fact that every fucking thing reminds me of one person wherever I go...

Storyteller.

August 23rd 2017 11:36 PM

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Why am I having a reaction to something.

DeletedAccount69

August 24th 2017 05:38 AM

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I have a headache and kind of wish I were dead.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Library sale. Some time with my boyfriend. It's some much needed relaxation. I'll also try and finish my book so I can either read another eARC or read something on my physical TBR.

IT IS SO HARD TO STAY POSITIVE!

nothereanymore

August 24th 2017 09:09 AM

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I'm hopeless.

Arabesque- golfing girl.

August 24th 2017 11:16 AM

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I still hurt, I need my body to be ok.

DeletedAccount24

August 24th 2017 08:10 PM

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THIS IS NOT EASY FOR ME. IT'S NOT, AND DAYS SEEM TO GO SLOWER NOW THAT THIS CHAPTER HAS BEGUN!