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DeletedAccount69 September 28th 2017 08:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I honestly feel like crap. I hope my friend's end up going out but, at the same time, I am kind of hoping that they do not.

I need to get out but I also just want to stay in

Arabesque- golfing girl. September 28th 2017 11:01 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why are you yelling at me! Please stop.

nothereanymore September 28th 2017 11:43 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Because I don't already have disorders I'm struggling to control, let's add dermatillomania to the list. :rolleyes:

DeletedAccount69 September 28th 2017 11:47 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Kind of want to hang out with friends
Kind of want to curl up in a ball and sleep
Kind of want to die
Kind of want to run away
Kind of want to fade away

I think I'm going to leave.

Markus September 29th 2017 05:08 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can't help but stress over my future.

TheAtomicBlade September 29th 2017 08:49 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Make it stop. I don't need my brain to turn on me right now. Just stop it. And you're not helping my stress levels

Starseeker September 29th 2017 01:31 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
When it comes to interactions and relationships with people, I'm always jumping to conclusions waaay too quickly. In both negative and positive ways. Someone texted me? Wow, they really do care, maybe after all it's more than friendship. They text my female friend too? Shit, they probably think of me as no more than an acquaintance, maybe they even like her...
It's like a constant pendulum, I hate it

DeletedAccount69 September 30th 2017 03:34 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel like it would likely be better and less stressful for everyone around me if I were dead.

I don't know how to get myself to acknowledge that it is not true. Like, if I died I am sure people would be upset but I keep thinking "Yeah but their stress would be gone"

Clarent September 30th 2017 09:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Missed the gym today.

Basically a simple whine but I was looking forward to it >.<

Arabesque- golfing girl. September 30th 2017 01:01 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My head hurts so much.

Kate* September 30th 2017 03:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This is RETAIL CHILL and give me my hours back! And I'll need a fucking flu shot because everybody does shit sick!
I fucking hate people

Of course because, it figures.

DeletedAccount69 September 30th 2017 08:13 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am uncertain how that makes me disrespectful? The person is the one who commented to me and was arguing with me? I was literally voicing my opinion. Also, yeah, I have never personally worked in those places but I know a decent amount of people who have and we've talked a decent amount about the particular issue.

I don't really need you around. I don't really want you around.

Arabesque- golfing girl. September 30th 2017 11:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why is this so hard!!!!! Come on, you have this in you! I need to believe in myself!!!!!!!

DeletedAccount39 October 1st 2017 03:32 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel the ghost of his hands all over me and if I didn't like it then, I really don't like it now. I'm trying so damn hard to be okay but I'm not and everyone can tell I'm struggling, but no one knows how much. I can't see my counselor until Wednesday. Please God, let me make it that long.

FallonRose October 1st 2017 04:08 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why do I always put myself in a bad mood

nothereanymore October 1st 2017 08:26 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why does my mother try to make me anxious. Bitch.

DeletedAccount69 October 1st 2017 10:02 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I let you break me

Arabesque- golfing girl. October 1st 2017 01:51 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Tired this morning, my cat woke me up at 3 a.m.

DeletedAccount39 October 1st 2017 06:14 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If I don't eat, I'll lose weight and become beautiful. If I'm beautiful, no one can hurt me because people don't hurt beautiful things.

DeletedAccount69 October 1st 2017 08:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel like a shitty person.

DeletedAccount71 October 1st 2017 10:47 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Okay, there was no need to make a passive-aggressive Facebook post. I legitimately don't know which friends of yours live in your city or not and, besides, most people have multiple friends who live in their hometown. It was a reasonable conclusion to come to. If you had a problem with me recommending asking your friends who live there to help you out you could have just said so.

TheAtomicBlade October 1st 2017 11:58 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I = Stupid, fat, idiotic, no-good, loser, total shithead

Kate* October 2nd 2017 12:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Not sure if I love this job because I'm shocked that I'm actually getting paid this much to do this basic of a job or if I hate it because it's boring and people are mean. Considering that retail management treat me better than mental health professionals, I'll take it for now. If only I could finish my computer crap, get my pay stubs, my locker, and I'll be happy.

DeletedAccount39 October 2nd 2017 04:04 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I felt safe when I was with you, and then all of a sudden, I didn't feel safe anymore. I didn't want to be alone with you because things always turned physical. I never wanted to be physical, but I never tried to stop you. I want to tell my counselor, but since I didn't try to stop you from touching me, I'm at fault. You would have stopped if I had said something. I know you would have. Please, tell me you would have.

Lumos. October 2nd 2017 06:50 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Well fuck. I messed up. I didn’t even mean to do it, it just happened... everyone would be disappointed. I already lied about it too, so I can’t tell the truth. i hate myself right now

nothereanymore October 2nd 2017 09:30 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Amazing how I disappoint my friends even when I don't do anything. I disappoint everyone. I can't remember the last time someone told me they were proud of me or that I make their life better. i genuinely don't feel pleasure anymore. I don't want to live. I don't. I just don't care. L

MWF October 2nd 2017 10:33 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why the FUCK did I decide to take an engineering class? I haven't done math in three years.

DeletedAccount69 October 2nd 2017 02:01 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel so damn sad

nothereanymore October 2nd 2017 03:01 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Nothing is fine. Nothing. Everything is hell. I want to kill myself.

Kate* October 2nd 2017 03:58 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Where are you and where have you been?!

Clarent October 2nd 2017 05:22 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm so affection deprived it's almost pathetic.

And fuck night shifts. Whoever came up with them should have their genitals sewn shut.

DeletedAccount29 October 2nd 2017 09:05 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don't like you and haven't liked you since 2004! GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD. I blocked you two times, what person in their RIGHT mind would let me re-friend them for a third time on the same account which I blocked them TWICE?!

.:PrincessZelda:. October 2nd 2017 10:42 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
All I will ever be is a burden. Even people have said I was a burden. Am I that much of a burden and a nuisance that no one wants me alive?

nothereanymore October 3rd 2017 01:29 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Try to lie to me all you want, but I know the truth: I'm a burden and you want me gone.

My situation is not ideal but I'm a smaller problem than the 23 year old child molesting son you let back in. If I had cancer you wouldn't be treating me like this.

DeletedAccount69 October 3rd 2017 04:45 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I
Feel
Like
A
Piece
Of
Shit

Jess~ October 3rd 2017 04:53 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
why me

why is it always fucking me

nothereanymore October 3rd 2017 08:03 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This is so fucked up.

DeletedAccount29 October 3rd 2017 01:19 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm so tired and I hate being tired. Ugh, and I have to go get ready now. The only reason I like work these days is so I can see my good friend.

Calaer October 3rd 2017 03:45 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how you've treated us, and I hate how you expect to just get everything handed to you. I'm so glad you're leaving. Screw you. :glare:

nothereanymore October 3rd 2017 06:51 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why am I such a burden to you?


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